[*[PaTiEnCe Is A vIrTuE]*] i took this "somehow, i have lost all respect for you. i know its not fair to you for me to say this.and ppl, this is NOT the you that i always refer to. different one. but somehow, i have lost that respect for you. maybe not even just you. the both of you. i know this is probably not a fair statement to you at all. but thats jus the way i feel. i dun feel that i can talk to you anymore. i dunno. give me time to sort my mind out. " out of bertrand's blog.. tats wad i'm feeling now.. but i'm lazy to type it all out... sigh.. i oso dunno why it is like tat, but i'm in a very bad mood now..