argh.. ok i've only 10 minutes to rush out this entry b4 leaving to meet e guys.. oh well... mayb e best solution is juz to leave.. juz leave.. and leave everything behind and in some sense start afresh somewhere else.. but then again, tat is not a solution.. is that? sigh.. no my heart soul n mind is once again not functioning.. i'm rattling off nonsense again.. sigh... oh yes.. shaun ar.. now tat ya internet is up, i bet u can read this lar.. heh.. nono blog reading is dangerous.. mayb i shld juz stop all forms of blog reading. cause its juz plain dangerous.. muz thank michelle ma'am for sharing that wif me this yr.. sigh..



this is not going to be easy.. though it seems like it is. but then again, like i said, "by faith, i'll overcome it" sigh.. yes.. by faith.. but nth seems to be working.. sigh.. no nothing.. n i dun wan things to get worse.. it must not. so.. the best thing is TO LEAVE!!! but then again.. no i won't argh!!! this is frustrating.. i'm such a difficult problem.. this, cannot tat, cannot.. so wad.. e best thing is to leave everything behind??? then again, no i won't!!! oh yes.. i agree wif S n G.. wad u both said 2/3 yrs ago were right.. head on man.. sigh.. okok.. i shall leave it as this now.. sigh.. entries now adays are getting gloomy.. argh!!!