i'm finally back from leaders retreat. haha nth wif e word finally.. juz felt like putting it there.. oh well.. now, i wld honestly say that the camp was GOOD. much as i said last night that it was very bad.. but now.. heh.. i muz say it was GREAT!!!.. heh.. oh well.. i muz say i've learnt much in this camp.. though i wont say there was tat "spiritual high" there, but i've learnt alot of dependence on PRAYER!!! yup.. heh.. n like really see the power of prayer. the dependence of God. heh.. woohoo.. ok though i wont say i am ok over everything that has happened since one mth plus ago..but least i noe tat prayer works miracles.. n when i pray (especially when i got into my mum's car), i felt peace in tat sense.. heh.. i muz say tat i've seen someone who is like a role model.. no i'm not denying that Jesus is not my role model but then i guess i've found someone i can look up to as in in recent times kind of thing.. woohoo.. haha.. oh yes.. ok sth else now.. e team building games were great.. thanx marcus n ber.. heh.. i've really taken back loads from this camp.. oh yes.. n e 3 songs below were e ones tat impacted me the most this camp.. yup.. mayb its cause we sang them after my thoughts were straightened out.. so it was wif meaning.. heh.. ok.. i'm quite crazy now.. quite high now.. slept at nearly 4 yesterday n woke up at abt 0745 lets see 4 hrs? abt there.. n i'm wild awake.. theres loads to do.. n mayb callin bert? duno.. mayb i wld mayb i wont woohoo.. i'm crazy lar.. chaoz..

argh!!! i forgot sth.. ok this is in a slightly more serious tone.. oh well.. i realise and admit the missing of shalom in the ym.. and ya.. the perfect shalom in relationship wif each other is not happening in the YM.. haha.. thanx to shaun n kw.. haha.. though muz say it originally hit me on a raw nerve due to my family probs.. but it was quite true.. suddenly remembered about the word SHALOM today!!! "SHALOM!!!" haha.. ok this is bad.. this is like a super post ONE camp syndrome.. haha.. woohoo.. online for so long already.. din realise.. nearly 1 hr.. *this is so not me cause i usually stay here for like afew hrs..* haha.. woohoo.. really gonna chao now..