i'm very scared. i'm very scared. i dunno wads gg to happen. no.. why is it that mummy becomes the "head of the family". even daddy can't do anything. all i do depends on her approval. no its not respect you're getting. its fear. i'm seriously very scared. i dunno what to do. daddy is smashed between the children and the wife. what is wrong. i'm sure i'm correct. daddy allows me to go for the retreat too. but if he does, she will fall out wif him. so unreasonable. is it hate that is building up in me? could he haf been correct that i hate the person that brought me into this world? i dunno.. all i noe is that i'm very very scared. how? how? there is no one around to talk to. no i dun wanna talk it out. no. i'm too afraid. i'm scared. i dunno wad to expect out of her anymore. she is.. nono.. how??? i dun wanna talk wif her.. daddy.. save me. but i know you can't i know you dun wanna jepodise your relationship wif her.. but then i'm very sure i'm right. whats wrong??? there is something wrong with the connection in this family.. i'm so afraid. i'm so afraid the family would fall apart. nono.. Lord, please help me. please help this family please guide us. i'm scared Lord.