year 2005 is here.. ok.. its like nearly 13 hrs into e new year.. theres juz so much to commit to this year.. so i wont write it down here.. it'll go into my journal as u can call it.. n yup.. i'll keep trying to learn to trust God FULLY this yr.. though i noe it'll b very difficult.. ya very very difficult.. especially over certain issues.. but.. i'll try.. hmmm.. gg for ARISE in like half an hr.. dun even noe why i'm gg.. but nvm.. shall go see wad i can get out of it.. but its catered for kids! ok.. i'm still young.. haha.. i'll b one yr older in 58 days!!! tats bad.. its so fast.. ok.. i remembered last yr i was like i wanna get older faster.. n now i'm sayin i dun wan.. k lar.. so contradictory.. but it is not a very nice tot of getting older, though i do wan to get to 21 faster.. heh.. cause 21 spells freedom.. oops.. heh.. okok shall go prepare for ARISE now lar.. chaoz.. n juz wishing everyone here a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!