i seriously love keyboard lessons. i feel as if God has catered each particular lesson for me personally.. bernice talked about not worrying.. oh man.. really love her.. oh no.. haha i'm abit off.. its love God for what he has arranged for me.. and the ppl in class are seriously nice.. they're so sociable.. heh.. ok i'm feeling SLIGHTLY better after lessons.. heh..

oh sigh.. in school stoning now.. suppose to do hw wif kheexiang julianna n adam. but as usual, adam was fooling abt.. julianna cecilia n adam haf left for a netball match of dunno wad sch against their secondary sch.. oh well.. caroline, kelly, huiqi n jee theng came over.. heh.. now we're studying *supposed to be* but as u can see, i'm online! woohoo.. heh.. i haf till like 1615 b4 i go for my keyboard lesson.. oh well.. had to redo math cause teacher said i skip too many steps.. bleah.. waste all my time.. i really feel like giving up man.. jc life is disgusting.. hrmph. heh.. oh well.. nvm.. shall see how lar.. still got chem to do.. so many pple skipping sch tmr.. i wld b e few tat wld b guai n go to sch as usual. its gonna b our longest day in sch. sigh..



haf i managed to let go? no. i dont think so.. God, please help me n guide me to what is right. i dunno. i'm lost.. sigh.. this sux lar.. this is prob gonna b one of e biggest challenge of e yr? heh.. i dunno.. i juz shldn't think too much or see too much.. stay happy go lucky? or juz b honest abt everything.. sigh.. life is so difficult.. argh!!!



michelle ma'am is right again.. blogs.. dangerous things.. sigh.. i feel like removing that password thing.. its so mafan.. but then again, i dun wanna haf any "accidents" if u noe wad i mean.. michelle ma'am warned me last yr.. i din do anything.. shld i? sigh.. nvm.. i'll take my time to decide..



haf been "stressed" up recently. for wad reason i oso dunno.. heh.. i guess.. i guess... it really shows me who "understands" me a little at least.. frm experience, no one understands me at all.. *besides my maker* and ya.. really surprised tat someone told me "i think u r stressed up" heh.. though it din help relieve my stress, but thanx for letting me noe tat least someone knows tat little bit abt me man. in sch too.. was quite "high" in e morning.. same thing happened.. thanx divya n julianna n huisin.. thanx for being high wif me to "relief " the stress n all.. really sad tat we can't b in e same class though in e same combi.. juz one class away.. thanx for making me laugh till i nearly cried.. though i wld haf said if it had gone on, i wld haf seriously broken down? i dunno.. given my present situation, i wld.. but den again, it really cheered me up.. least now i'm feeling much better.. love u pple. if i dun stay in dis sch, wld really miss u 2 especially.. ok shall go ba ck to studyin. i realise e whole grp is studying besides me..

oh sigh.. i'm tired.. but today was fun.. much as there is much to complain about, it was fun.. abi's yvonne's n my grp combined together.. yvonne din come.. n my grp only had like 1 person.. -- yiying.. heh.. e rest were sick.. oh well. pple in my group were nice.. heh.. fun lar..



i think this whole thing isn't as perfect as i dream of it to be. oh well.. i feel like washing my hands of things.. is it possible?i know nothing is perfect, but this thing is frustrating. bleah.. dere is no one to trust now.. i'm qutie sure abt tat.. sigh.. give up? will i? sigh..



i'm tired.. argh!!! shall go to sleep soon lar.. tmr i'm super free lar. dunno wad i'll do aft sch b4 lesson.. bleah..

RC HQ talentime planning com 2005 sux lar.. all e silly regulations.. bleah. i mean.. i dun feel very upset over e results, but more of anger towards e pple who planned this. much as i noe tat their planning com chair -- huda ma'am is super nice, but wif all e rules tat they came up wif, sigh.. sc nearly won. we drew wif rgs.. one item got 1st one 2nd n one 3rd.. in e end, rgs got e championship.. for e simple reason tat.. all 3 items tat won were in different categories.. as for sc, only 2 were in diff categories.. sigh.. sadly.. all e result of e silly rules.. ok. i shant say too much.. managed to calm myself down quite abit in e music room juz now in church aft e devotion.. was jumping mad when i got e results n looked really bad.. but i gues i'm better, so shant attempt to make it worse..



philicia has left for america.. oh man.. i'm so gonna miss her.. sigh.. nvm she'll come back in june...

i nearly changed to another blogskin tat was black.. heh.. but decided against it.. shall attempt to upload anohter one later.. nice.. eagles wings.. heh.. oh well.. cross country was ok.. it was a bad idea to eat lunch.. had stitch at nearly 2km. bleah.. nvm. least i got a placing.. heh.. my class pple walked e whole way wif e exception of rachel tat were way ahead.. for e guys.. i dunno lar.. heh.. but atlas was 2nd for guys n 3rd overall or was it 2nd? heh.. can't remember.. oh well.. i seriously hope my blog wld allow me to upload man.. argh.. burdens.. panicking.. argh!!

haha.. pple r having a fun time attempting to enter my blog, even though i've already given dem e password.. speaking abt given.. shes really cute.. heh.. i think i din blog abt it last time when she came over.. anw.. tats my niece.. heh.. oh well e good thing is tat i'll b seeing her again at e new yr dinner at my hse.. yes.. my hse again.. heh.. today was quite ok.. though physics prac was boring.. ended up doing a little drawing n writing out of who to do wad for the steamboat.. hehe.. shall show it to e buggers b4 i either throw it away or sth.. oh well.. hehe.. i am so sian here.. gp essay!!! argh!! heh.. kzkz shall get back to it.. oh ya.. i like shaun's password for his tagboard.. hehe.. did it 4 him.. its nice rite shaun? haha.. kzkz.. i shall go do my work now..

i'm home!!! heh.. sch was.. ok.. nvm.. blogged abt it already.. n dun wanna think abt it.. oh well.. oh yes.. e keyboard lesson was great today. especially e devotion part.. oh ya.. bernice was from hwa chong jc.. hehe.. she looks more vjc/acjc than hcjc. den again.. haha. nvm. i like dis class... e pple are nice... hehe.. i wanna change.. but dunno abt elaine.. oh ya.. sch work.. chem.. shld b able to survive lar.. gp and e rest.. argh.. things like physics, i dunnno how to do.. bleah.. nvm. shall attempt them later aft i do gp.. gp more impt as of now.. hehe.. oh ya.. dere is a golden retriever at my hse.. she is so well trained.. like u noe.. u say sit she sit u say out she goes out of e hse.. heh.. e not so nice thing is tat she is having her period now.. oh well... my dad's collegues found her at a coffee shop near his office.. n as usual, e person they bring lost dogs to is my dad.. so i haf another dog at my hse.. chardean isnt too happy abt it.. lost his food bowl plus e attention he usually gets.. heh.. poor boy.. nvm.. shall make up to him another day. e golden retriever is seriously very nice.. its big and mild tempered.. haha dad n mum are oo-ing and aa-ing over her now.. haha.. ok lar.. shall attempt my gp again.. i can't find anything online!!! exasperating!!!

argh.. i'm in school now n e stress is getting the better of me.. especially for chem.. juz had a surprise test n my mind juz blanked out. confirm fail one.. juz hope i dun hafta get parents signature.. bleah.. oh well.. these few days havent been very good.. oh well.. always look on e bright side of life rite.. bleah.. i really hope i can survive man.. oh well..



"hi dear! i am kajiao-ing ur blog here...heheh..okok.. dun disturb liao!" -- rachel



argh.. i'm back.. my dear classmate rachel juz decided to treat dis like a "tag-board".. i'm suppose to b doing my work now.. but so obviously am not.. i need someone to save my chem.. argh.. now juz e tot of chem, can cry man.. nv haf been so stressful in my life b4.. the other subjects like chinese and math are not tat bad.. as for physics.. heh.. still got castor 3 pple who are very clever at it.. i think i'll go bug those uni pple in church soon enough.. plus vivien.. haha..



i wonder how safe my "security" is.. shifan ma'am said its not very safe.. shall use it for awhile and change it often enough lar.. oh well.. those who enter, do pray for me.. thanx.. ok lar.. i think i'll leave it as it is for now.. so many probs so many worries.. eunice is panicking!!!

michelle ma'am is right.. oh well.. there you go again.. michelle ma'am is always right.. oh well.. nvm.. attempting to take precautions..

malacca!!! it was quite fun lar.. e games tat they planned etc.. managed to do a little of my tutorials on e bus.. but i dunno how to do alot.. i'm dead.. argh!!! hehe.. did shopping.. but as usual, makota parade doesnt haf much stuff.. last rd went dere wif sc, oso din haf much to buy.. lunch was quite nice.. it was near e place tat sc brought us to haf lunch b4 shopping.. everywhere i went were like familiar cause sc brought us dere b4.. miss sc man..



today was quite ok.. slept late, woke up ard 9 n stoned till like 12 plus b4 elaine called me to say she was done n to arrange to go study at ps.. oh well.. left my ez link card at home.. can u believe it? so silly of me.. mum sent it to e mrt in e end.. heh.. had my lunch n studied b4 i met shaun n jacko... shaun was suppose to meet david for dinner, who was obviously late.. heh.. yup.. n jacko managed to study.. so glad.. met quite afew pple.. phong, huisi, dawn, pamela, shiqi, amelia, felicia n qutie afew others.. bleah.. i cant do my tutorials.. sigh.. n i've a physics test coming up.. cant afford to screw it up.. oh well..



fusion was great.. heh.. liked e singing part of worship, it was great.. if only every sunday wld b like tat.. ok.. no.. i'm very out of point.. argh.. i'm not in e right mind now.. nvm.. anyway.. liked pastor danny ho's sermon too.. it was good lar.. met alot of pple too.. got daniel low.. he lookd so much more mature.. got jessie melissa charmaine ong etc... heh.. n of course, my ONE camp group.. first jacko n me went to find grace.. den aft tat melody poped by too.. heh.. n she said she saw alex.. sigh.. but somehow, reception prob or sth, he cldnt hear where we were, so jacko suggested shouting his name.. heh.. in e end, managed to say hi lar.. bleah.. oh yes.. alex said she saw sheryl too.. heh.. one day muz meet up wif e grp man.. mayb can pop by bedok mc together..



oh welll.. dis week hasnt been good.. it was ok lar.. but like so many things happened.. last nite nearly cried. .but den again, i'm ok now.. sigh.. if things are meant to happen, let it be lar.. oh yes.. another of my gd fren is leaving to study overseas.. philicia is gg to america.. so sad can.. 6 yrs straight.. if shiqi n pamela din tell me, i wldn't haf known at all.. sigh.. hope can see her off dis sat n meet her up somewhere during e week.. plus of course go for talentime finals.. woohoo..



oh well.. its 0030 on sunday now.. heh.. e silly com gave me prob juz now.. erased my whole entry.. nvm.. managed to type all of it out again.. shall attempt to go sleep.. tmr is a long day man.. rushing out all my work.. plus sgl training.. tmr wld b e first sgl bible study.. pray tat all wld go well...

SICK!!! argh!!! i've a headache, bad sorethroat, flu.. bleah.. my voice is BAD now.. bleah.. i've got tonnes of hw lar.. but good thing i've done some.. prob bring some onto e bus tmr.. so tat i can spend some of my time lar.. heh.. oh well.. now i talk no one can make out wad i'm saying.. sad case.. bleah.. kzkz.. lookin forward to tmr.. hope i'll b better man..

"Praise God from whom all Blessings Flow."



today was bad. i mean.. it was actually good.. lessons were good.. class was... ok.. haha.. got loads of hw too.. sigh.. n tat is like e first day of classes.. oh well.. school ended early today.. as i earlier than most pple.. my timetable is not very nice, but nvm.. can survive lar..



met shaun n kw aft tat.. of course met loads of pple too lar.. as usual.. went to see abi at suntec.. heh.. she dress until very formall.. but quite nice..



lesson today was nice too.. as in keyboard.. yup.. nice teacher, nice pple.. nice speed of e lesson.. ar.. i wanna change class.. heh.. i learn much more in this class.. heh.. oh well.. i really hope things wld work out man..



today was bad.. i was suddenly all worried n all.. panicking and all.. tat was like for like after school... oh sigh... den so many probs along e way.. nvm lar.. least rite.. at least at the keyboard lesson, a verse was give n to me.. rather was shown to me.. Rev 3:17-18 and the song we sang today.. "More Precious Than Silver". oh well.. wad haf i been treating as gold, silver, precious stuff.. and out of all these like it could be my school, someone i respect, etc tat has been first in my life.. but den, God shld always be first.. we arent even "fit" to sing that song.. its cause he treated us like gold, like silver, but then it was all cause he was willing to die for us on the cross tat we are "able" to sing that song.. oh well.. kzkz.. though i'm not feeling much better, but least i haf this verse in mind.. sigh.

shucks.. this is bad.. rather, life is bad.. ok lar its not tat bad.. but i juz dun like e feeling when i'm "working" on sth.. or am worrying over sth.. ok now i'm officially worrying over things.. juz tat i dunno wad they are.. can juz feel it.. especially when i juz dun haf e mood to do anything.. n juz sit there n stone.. bleah.. din haf dinner too.. lets see my dinner was a donut at 4pm plus one sml banana at 8pm... shld b ok lar.. i dun get gastric tat easily..



i've got IVLE to check now.. sigh.. works gonna pile in.. least i noe tat once i start, i dun like if anyone disturbs me.. but my family members so obviously dunno..



oh yes.. this friday is e malacca trip.. can't wait.. least its some time off e normal schedule.. looks like these whole week is a busy one.. friday malacca sat og gathering plus fusion sunday sml grp.. heh.. oh wellz.. i shld survive.. oh yes.. plus netball tryouts this wed.. argh.. hope i can remember wadever i've been taught b4..

i'm a happy girl... least for now.. i've another now pair of shoes!!! woohoo.. heh this one is orange and white.. nice.. hehe.. n my sis n i haf swapped laces.. so my orange shoe has green n yellow laces, while my blue shoes has light n dark blue laces.. heh.. oh well. keyboard lesson today was ok.. but e pace is still slow.. i guess on e bright side, its speeding up ya? i wanna decorate my timetable.. its quite plain.. mayb wld print out one more copy.. as in make my own.. then colour it.. heh.. nice.. oh well.. qutie sian. got work to do.. oh yes.. muz go pack my room.. ok shant stay here too long..

schooll today was qutie good... i managed to understand ALL my lectures.. woohoo.. first time.. hehe.. ya.. n we played bridge.. hehe fun.. sonia's plastic cards are nice.. hehe.. woohoo.. oh yes.. met my CG today.. 05S224.. woohoo.. heh.. they're quite nice.. good thing got khee xiang to talk to.. hehe.. oh well..



met cheryl cedric n xiu wen today.. hehe.. n managed to go to go to e orthodontist on time today too.. hehe.. tmr got kyeboard lessons.. cant wait..

finally. finally my desktop is done.. n its up n runnig. haha.. n now i haf msn 7.0 woohoo.. heh.. n finally i can get castor 3 photos!!! hehe.. woohoo.. my desktop shall b nicely done up wif my back ground of my dear castor 3.. hehe.. woohoo.. heh.. i'm a happy girl now.. tmr prob meet cheryl cedric n xiuwen.. heh.. n sat.. eh.. nth much on lar.. qutie stone.. mayb i'll go for worship prac.. mayb go out to buy stuff wif parents.. hehe.. then sunday.. oh yes i got ushers rededication stuff.. plus duty.. heh.. n i cant wait to see wad shaun has planned for kw.. hehe.. oh well.. shall go check on my pics..

argh.. this silly com is giving me all the problem in the world.. i can't wait to get my own laptop then i dun hafta worry abt wad i do to it, n can get one of e guys to help reformat e whole thing.. now i cant talk on msn.. n my other com is not working either.. i'm attempting to send sth out.. but its not working.. argh!!! irritating..



today i had all my lectures.. physics chem n math.. not too bad.. still surviving. though i realise jc teachers like to use some super long way tat is difficult to understand, and thus, many of us result back to sec sch method.. i went off after physics.. din bother to crash econs or stay for the IVLE talk.. bleah.. heh.. met abi n kw at tm.. we went window shopping for stuff, out of which i did not manage to buy anything.. sigh.. oh yes.. then they went to buy the tickets for the tiger cup b4 tat.. so we went to coral sec for kw to pass it to his teacher.. i muz say tat coral sec is quite a nice school.. no matter wad e other pple say.. ya.. its quite nice.. the building structure, the suroundings.. not like sc.. where everything is so hustle bustle kind.. oh well..



then we dropped by white sands macs for awhile.. *yes macs again.. each time i meet them, it'll b macs* heh.. ya.. so sat there n talked awhile, while e guys acted like primary sch kids.. *haha* ya.. then met yvonne n ys.. they were gg to study.. in e end, left quite later lar.. oh yes.. abi n kw hid shaun's bag like behind the dustbin, and like dunno if shaun saw it or not, but ya.. he took quite awhile to find it.. heh.. n we were like happy happy laughing away.. oh well.. was super tired on my way back.. n didn't understand the whole chunk of qt tat i did.. nvm.. shall attempt to read it again.. mayb wld use my study bible.. oh ya.. met nic on e bus on e way back.. 2nd time in 2 days meeting him.. once at white sands.. okies okies.. i needa do loads of stuff... tired..

finally i've found e time to blog.. oh well.. past few days lectures haf been ok.. though i muz say i've been really tired lately.. nvm.. i shld b getting my energy back soon.. me wanna sleep early.. dunno if its possible.. will try..



oh yes.. pple haf been crashing mjc.. heh.. n i wanna crash sajc!!! bleah.. but salt say last yr got police check.. so.. prob wont take e chance.. getting my CG tmr.. argh... i will miss castor 3.. all e pple there.. everyone of them.. sigh.. hope i get either dione julianna divya larry or khee xiang in my CG.. least i noe someone.. heh.. woohoo.. pray.. hehe.. oh yes.. i signed up for netball or tennis.. actually life-saving looks quite interesting.. heh.. i dunno lar.. first 3 mths anyhow try.. ok lar... me shall go off now..

woohoo.. first day of lectures!! heh.. there r a total of 6 of us frm e same og in e same combi physics chem maths.. lets see.. larry, khee xiang, julianna, divya, dione n me! heh.. but we went as a og for all lectures lar.. n we crashed econs lecture for fun.. lets see.. chem i muz say is one of e most boring one.. least the teacher went on rambling with us juz blur blur down there.. math n physics were ok.. managable.. i think tat math teacher is better than sc a math teachers.. *least e 2 tat i had* heh.. oh yes.. muz say tat e econs teacher was very funny.. kept e lecture entertaining.. other than tat, it was quite dry.. poor pple.. haf so much reading up to do.. i dun haf much.. not much hw too.. tats why i'm here..



oh yes.. stayed back a little while after school to talk to my og pple who stayed back too lar.. then went home lar.. jess was abt 1 hr late in messaging me.. if not, i'd haf headed towards white sand wif e other half of my og to meet her abi n shaun.. but nvm lar.. oh yes.. muz remember go call shane later.. abt meeting him tmr.. heh.. oh well.. shall go give him a ring later..



argh.. my msn is full!!! full so long ago already. .but now got even more pple to add.. castor 3 pple!!! heh.. u go see all our nics ar.. all abt our og.. heh.. i love our og.. oh ya.. found out tat bert noe vicnan, and read his blog.. goodnesss.. heh.. i took awhile to understand tat he was talking abt khee xiang mistakin him for yong jun.. heh.. e 2 gay partners.. tot shaun nic n bert were bad enough.. no got another 3.. haha.. yay.. they say may haf chalet.. heh.. but dunno if mum allow me.. muz go study then got higher chances of gg.. heh.. i worrie for all my subs.. worried i wont understand.. summore now got no tutuion.. bleah.. ok i think i'll b bugging pple to help me soon.. aft nxt week when i get my tutorials..



tmr i haf 4 lectures cause it includes chinese.. bleah.. if only i passed my hcl.. then i wont hafta go.. lets see physics math recess then econs.. dunn if i'll crash.. pccg talk lbeah. then break then chinese n chem finally.. i haf a feeling pple wld sleep during chem. but wont say anymore abt it lar.. heh..



much as i msis castor3, i miss sc too.. e screaming, hugging, etc etc.. ok shall not talk abt it.. if not surely will feel upset one.. bleah. okok.. shall go off now.. go give a call to shane.. chaoz.

first SG session.. i muz say it was quite ok.. Lorelle, Alicia, Rachel, YiYing and Jane were all very talkative n participative.. mayb i was worrying too much.. but i realise when i relax abit, they juz managed to "entertain" themselves.. ok i seem to be phrasing this very weirdly.. but ya.. it was quite good.. dinah, amanda & jazreen din come today... jazreen went for e 11am service though.. oh well.. least i got to know a little more abt each of them lar.. which was good..



meeting was ok today.. not as bad as all e "rumours" that i've heard abt it.. heh.. ya n e pple weren't tat scary too.. heh.. so i guess i'm surviving.. heh.. woohoo.. heh..



sometimes, pple juz seem so fake.. sometimes, i juz dunno who to trust.. sometimes, i juz dunno if i shld haf complete trust in a person.. sometimes, i am juz lost and all.. sigh.. talking about role models.. as in someone we can look up to.. someone who is a man of God.. oh well.. ok shant make it too obvious or sth.. k lar.. shall end here... but i still dunno wad to get for kw for his b-day.. CK wad u wan? heh.. his b-day is like in 1 weeks time..

wad a boring day.. ok lar its not too bad.. e lesson at believers music was actually quite nice.. as in e teacher was nice etc.. but then it was way too basic.. hope they let me jump grade man.. prog meeting was fun todya.. pple.. u all muz go read ryan's blog.. super humourous.. heh.. n worship prac was ok lar.. aiya.. i juz feel so sian of everything after e hyped up orientation.. ok dad wanna use already.. chaoz..

woohoo.. orientation is finally over.. i dun even noe if i shld put e word finally, cause its kinda sad tat its over.. had wet n wild yesterday.. it was GREAT!!! though i din play due to my skin condition yesterday, but i still went on wif e grp.. help them in wadever areas possible lar.. n ya.. it was fun lar.. see them haf fun, i oso haf fun.. heh.. oh well.. and ya.. kifa n rathika keep saying we're behind time.. then in e end, we were e first to reach!!! so cool.. first time summore.. heh.. n its very heart warming to see e whole group work as one, and e pple who seem so quiet so enthusiastic.. heh.. yup.. i love my group (generally) and my ogls.. they're so cool man.. heh.. sigh.. pity e campfire was disrupted by rain.. in e end, e performances were shifted to e hall, n time was taken up for e shifting etc.. in e end due to lack of time, e mr n ms meridian was cancelled.. sigh.. was hoping tat larry n julianna wld win it.. cause larry said if they won it, he wld kiss her.. so cute rite.. heh..



oh well.. lectures are starting.. n i haf loads of break inbetween.. dunno wad i'd b doing.. n dunno wif who cause i dunno anyone in e same combi as me (as in i'm close to e person).. though frm my og there is larry, julianna, khee xiang, dione n some other guy if i'm not wrong.. prob slack in e library or sth.. muz study ar.. can't afford to not study.. sigh.. can't afford to fail a single test..



argh.. sometimes i wish i cld juz ignore all e bad things happening ard me.. like e pple etc.. sigh.. nvm.. shant talk abt them.. only to end up dampening my mood..



oh yes..met up wif jess n kw yesterday for lunch at white sands as usual... then kw got abi to come down, n shaun came down too.. heh.. then later managed to take a bath at jess hse b4 gg back to sch.. bleah.. pity i wasn't there to witness ryan calling shaun.. heh heard it was a humourous sight.. ok gg off to prep b4 leavin 4 church.. some pple ar.. missing prog meeting for some other stuff... *naughty naughty* heh..

TIRED!!! argh!! i'm tired.. ran around e east area from 10 to 4.. heh.. 6 hrs... met barry.. and then nat supposedly saw my group.. but din see me.. heh. theres so much i wanna say but juz can't think properly now.. juz wanna sleep.. tmr wld b back super late too.. due to e campfire.. argh.. ok in no mood now.. shall go off now. nxt time when i'm in e mood then type all out..

*poof* another day gone.. today was much better in e sense tat e grp bonded much more than they did yesterday.. heh.. yes larry wif his "gal fren" and all e other fun stuff lar..sch ended later than wad jia yan told vivien.. heh.. but nvm..



my group was great today.. "castor will win the war, castor will win the war, castor will win the war, woosh!" heh.. tats part of e cheer tat i liked.. wif all e stomping n stuff.. oh another one is e fly kite one.. super cute.. ya.. though i wont say i'm super close to anyone, but it was fun.. tmr gonna deco out cap!!! heh grp identity!!! woohoo...



oh yes.. had choir auditions today.. i think mjc choir is desperate for pple.. pple like me can even get into 2nd rd.. not sure abt e final results, but i was surprised.. heh.. but e good thing is tat i managed to like talk more wif e other 7 pple tat got into e 2nd rd, n oso wif weekiat.. played afew games while waiting, and weekiat got saboe-ed e most.. heh.. poor guy... sigh.. somehow i nearly placed e word "sir" behind his name.. mayb he is like eng kee sir, so like nearly called them e same thing.. woohoo.. but least i had a good time.. n i noe all those pple's names now.. cause we played e game concentration..



tmr is gonna b a tiring day.. so i recon an early nite.. i'll b ard e east area, so pple.. u'd better watch out.. if i see u n i'm high, i'd prob juz scream to u.. heh.. ok tats off.. heh.. but ya.. tmr is MMM.. heh..



oh yes.. met jess n shaun today.. shant comment much more abt e thing.. not in e mood.. tmr meeting jess 4 dinner... *no more macs!!!* heh. n mayb kw n shaun wld join us.. tats e prob when u haf frenz in e area n they're free.. u dun bother to go out wif e rest.. then again, they all go home..



S.C.G.S. S.C. *screams* G.S. *screams*.. ok i'm still off.. shall go do sth else now lar..

i had a strange dream. no idea how on earth tat person "got into" my dream, but ya.. its weird.. juz woke up to haf dinner n here i am here..



today was quite good.. but then again.. i'm still not very comfortable.. salt!!! i miss all of u.. heh.. dun b bored.. i'm sure sa is fun.. least got mor sc gals.. u noe wad.. i miss sc's khoo audi! miss e toilets! miss e food! miss e pple!!! heh.. like wad hb said tat she was dreamin of e khoo audi when she had to sit on e floor for so long.. yes yes.. sc.. u'll never ever hear e same kind of screams anymore.. n i miss it alot.. surprisingly.. haha.. n i miss sc cheer.. its sth tat nth can ever beat.. mjc cheer is nth compared to it.. i miss sc.. heh.. *screams*



we got to noe each ohter much better today.. n we had icebreakers.. heh.. oh yes.. still got mass dance.. e hall was so crowded.. like dotz lar.. can't even like dance lor.. heh.. oh yes.. we finally got mjc badge, 2 orientation tee, a handbook, a towel, a cap, n writing stuff.. heh..



argh.. i miss sc.. ok tats enough. shall stop now.. i still dunno wad present to get for kw for his birthday.. bleah.. still haf dinah.. n i haven't prepared for sml grp.. argH!!!

first day in jc.. i dunno.. i felt so estranged from the place.. its so diff frm sc.. i realise tat if u go to like rjc or vjc or e other top few jc, it'll b more like sc.. i guess cause of e pple.. its a totally different place now.. oh well.. muz adapt lar.. in castor 3.. i've got nice ogls.. they're nice.. heh.. oh yes.. n valerie tock *formere sc gal* is one of e relief teachers.. haha.. sigh.. hope i at least haf a nice class so i can get to noe e pple better.. heh..



juz realise i hafta do corporate prayer.. shucks.. ok no comments.. shall see how i survive ya? heh.. *positive thinking for everything*



oh yes.. aft sch today, met jess n shaun at whitesands to makan n talk.. haha tats e good thing when ya sch is in e east.. heh.. especially when one of them is free..*quite* cause not shaun lar.. its jess.. now kw too.. heh.. i've company man.. but i seriously wish my fellow sc frens r wif me.. salt.. xt.. chello.. livia.. etc etc.. i miss u all!! oh yes.. clarissa n sam png r in e same og.. such a coincidence.. haha..

in vivien's hse now.. e other gals.. clarissa jacko jess elaine felicia n vivien are watching princess diaries 2 while i take a short break infornt of e tv to update my blog.. heh.. oh well.. to day was ok. haha ended up e same grp of pple in my grp for welcome sunday again.. nxt time gonna make sure a chagne.. juz felt like lar.. no particular reason.. aft all i wld noe they very well frm sml grp already.. so muz get to noe more pple.. haha.. n i got a letter. haha surprisingly typed out.. haha.. yesyes thanx man.. nono tat phrase is used by someone else.. haha juz thank you lar.. though much explaination is needed to b juiced out of u.. but tat'll come later.. after e show!!! haha..



school is starting trm... can't wait man.. suppose to meet jess for lunch.. but then looks like i can't think sch ends quite late oh yes.. n now tat its e first day of e new yr.. i can't use e ezlink card w/o being charged the adult price.. expansive man.. haha.. okok i htink rite i shld go join them.. will update abt sch tmr!!!

i'm back from arise.. sigh.. i'm sorry but i was juz bored by it.. one good thing is tat i wasn't e oldest "kid" there.. there was dawn, gabby, nic n rachel.. haha.. yes yes.. not tat bad after all.. but i din quite like e rest of e stuff.. nth wld work out if u sit rite nxt to ya parents.. n they forbid u frm standing up when everyone else is for no apparent reason.. n when they refuse to move to comply wif e rest when there was one obvious gap tat they created.. nonsense.. sigh.. it was bad.. e whole worship experience was good.. though some how wif ya parents nxt to me, i refuse to do a single thing.. mayb if they were not there i'd b much better off.. the most interesting was seeing sam soh on stage.. haha.. sms-ed her but she din reply.. then later saw james breanna n loyce.. haha... n they were e "dancers" for e event.. yup.. i think they were e grp tat went for iSOW (school of worship).. they're havin another one this march.. yup yup.. oh yes n bought 3 cds.. open up the gates, for all you've done n shout God's fame. wanted to buy a green planet shakers cd, but realise its all i wan tat bert burned for moi.. so there u go.. my boring day.. sigh..