oh sigh.. in school stoning now.. suppose to do hw wif kheexiang julianna n adam. but as usual, adam was fooling abt.. julianna cecilia n adam haf left for a netball match of dunno wad sch against their secondary sch.. oh well.. caroline, kelly, huiqi n jee theng came over.. heh.. now we're studying *supposed to be* but as u can see, i'm online! woohoo.. heh.. i haf till like 1615 b4 i go for my keyboard lesson.. oh well.. had to redo math cause teacher said i skip too many steps.. bleah.. waste all my time.. i really feel like giving up man.. jc life is disgusting.. hrmph. heh.. oh well.. nvm.. shall see how lar.. still got chem to do.. so many pple skipping sch tmr.. i wld b e few tat wld b guai n go to sch as usual. its gonna b our longest day in sch. sigh..



haf i managed to let go? no. i dont think so.. God, please help me n guide me to what is right. i dunno. i'm lost.. sigh.. this sux lar.. this is prob gonna b one of e biggest challenge of e yr? heh.. i dunno.. i juz shldn't think too much or see too much.. stay happy go lucky? or juz b honest abt everything.. sigh.. life is so difficult.. argh!!!



michelle ma'am is right again.. blogs.. dangerous things.. sigh.. i feel like removing that password thing.. its so mafan.. but then again, i dun wanna haf any "accidents" if u noe wad i mean.. michelle ma'am warned me last yr.. i din do anything.. shld i? sigh.. nvm.. i'll take my time to decide..



haf been "stressed" up recently. for wad reason i oso dunno.. heh.. i guess.. i guess... it really shows me who "understands" me a little at least.. frm experience, no one understands me at all.. *besides my maker* and ya.. really surprised tat someone told me "i think u r stressed up" heh.. though it din help relieve my stress, but thanx for letting me noe tat least someone knows tat little bit abt me man. in sch too.. was quite "high" in e morning.. same thing happened.. thanx divya n julianna n huisin.. thanx for being high wif me to "relief " the stress n all.. really sad tat we can't b in e same class though in e same combi.. juz one class away.. thanx for making me laugh till i nearly cried.. though i wld haf said if it had gone on, i wld haf seriously broken down? i dunno.. given my present situation, i wld.. but den again, it really cheered me up.. least now i'm feeling much better.. love u pple. if i dun stay in dis sch, wld really miss u 2 especially.. ok shall go ba ck to studyin. i realise e whole grp is studying besides me..