22 more days.. a dreadful countdown to the fateful day. every year. i would surely get some thing on on that day. something bad. lit test, math test, dunno wad test, and dis yr, e release of o level results.. oh sigh..



i asked 2 pple e same question. both gave me ard e same ans. sigh.. no one is replying me why. i'm lost.. bleah..



tmr gg back to sc!!! woohoo!!! scgs rox man!!! i miss dem.. pity i cant go back on fridays to see e ccas cause sch ends quite late.. mayb another time i try to rush down lar.. after chem prac or aft o level results r out n new timetables r out..



church was fun.. charlie's sessions were interesting.. heh.. n e mandarine orange giving was quite interesting too. besides some hicupps.. heh.. oh well.. nvm..



i feeling of hate is creeping back.. sometimes i really wish that you would just leave us alone. so many times i ask myself if i would feel anything if you died or u left, i dunno. i am just numb numb towards you. have you ever asked yourself why we stay out so often? no you obviously haven't. you want to share things with us. but have you ever though of how we felt? have you ever wondered how much time we have on our hands and we rather spend them outside or other places everywhere but home? its all cause of u. and yet you dont know. i really wish i was 21. den i can fly away.. does love come before honouring? i dunno i seriously dont. you are so old fashioned and yet you dont realise anything . you are so unreasonable and yet you dont realise it. you tell us one thing and yet do another, and you dunno? wad kind of example is it? i'm so sorry, but you have just thrown away all the respect i've given you accumulated for 12 years in 4 years. quite a sad case isn't it? but sorry, i do not pity you. after all you've done to me.. 4 more years.. i just cant wait to get out of it. get out of your ruling.