amazing. 4 guys juz managed to irritate me today. oh well.. no comments. thank goodness it wasnt face to face wif some of them. if not i'd haf juz told dem off in e face.. go haf a look at my msn nic.. last time i put tat was for fun. now, its for real.. sigh.. guys.. dis is irritating me too.. the silly com juz closed my web like tat. i'm irritated once again. to those guys out dere tat i've offended, pardon me. thanx. sigh.. some guys juz dunno their limits.. even if they do things out of kind intentions.. it becomes bad.. sigh.. tats why guys cmi.. not can make it. its e opposite.. sigh sigh..

i've been having extreme "thoughts swings" as i call it.. oh well.. caused by 3 guys 2 gals my o level results and alot more tat i've so obviously forgotten. sigh.. dis is obviously affecting my mood.. a little not much thank goodness.. sheesh.. n my cousin is presently talking about science as a religion.. we din elaborate thank goodness, but i think i'd get some one to debate wif him one day man.. tat silly guy.. early birthday celebrations today. in e fear of getting very bad o level results n as a result, not in e mood to do anything. sigh.. anyone wants to accompany me to mourn over poor results? i'm panicking.. mind in a whirl. dunno wad to think. lost. sigh. wad to do. where to go. wad to expect. someone save me.

how to help her? i'm really lost. patience is running out. someone help her? save her? in God's time i noe she will. i'm keeping my temper. cause i noe its God i live for not myself. muz keep reminding myself tat. but how? i'm at my wits ends.. no good no good. sigh... Lord keep her, help her, guide her, teach her.