today was ok.. averagely good.. as i expected, when i do things, as long as its for e right purpose, and i "drown" myself in it, i wld forget all my probs.. for awhile at least..



surprises.. i had 3 surprises today.. oh well.. last yr it was scrcy.. dis yr, its a new group.. ok besides tat point, thank you ppl.. all of u.. tmr is gonna b a terrible day.. hope i'll survive.. it feels like my b-day is today instead of tmr.. ok tat was out of point..



i'm seriously worried.. worried about so many things.. especially for the resutls tmr.. oh well.. i seriously hope wad the many birthday wishes tat ppl wished me wld come true.. tat e best bday present is a good o level result.. oh man.. sigh.. the most sadistic day of the year!!! hehe... ok i shall attempt to think on the brighter side now..



did i mention yesterday tat i managed to clear some stuff up during baptism? n summore stuff up today after sgl training.. yesterday wif pastor cause he was e speaker.. n today wif josh.. was great lar.. oh well.. i dunno wad to expect to feel tmr.. i think i am the last few ppl to get my results cause my register no last yr was 32.. n my class has like e most no of pple.. oh man. i hope i hear some good news from mrs tsoi.. i'm thinking quite negatively now.. panicking now.. i need some soothing pills... argh!!! i so dun like dis kind of mood.. i seriously need some councilling b4 i even go tmr.. someone save me by attempting to knock some sense into me..through sms.. sigh.. i'm like desperate for sth to calm me down.. heh.. e only good thing is tat i look ok.. though i dun feel ok.. so my parents wont guess anything.. heh.. sigh.. ok eunice is not talking sense..



all the best to everyone getting results back tmr!!!