argh.. i hate it when my guards are the lowest.. den i get very confused/hurt over everything that is happening. that is one reason why i think going away is the best. free from everything. but i'm so worried when i come back, everything wld juz hit me like that in the face.. argh!!! irritating. sigh.. some things are just so difficult to put down. much as i want to, i need to. seriously, i desperately need to put things down. if not, my life is screwed. why do i always look at things that are so impossible.. sometimes, i feel like the 2nd sister in the 9pm channel 8 chinese show.. oh sigh.. ok better stop relating myself to shows.. juz too many.. n each time, its not sth good.. argh! ok.. i nv have good opinion on myself.. tats one thing for sure..

today went to "swim" wif my class.. not e china swimming.. but the english one.. the POOL was great... went wif my class.. quite fun lar.. 2nd time.. heh first time wif og.. gooodnes.. siusing is like expert can.. oh yes.. n very particular tat e yellow ball muz b at e top.. oh yes.. we went to jalan kayu first after school for roti prata.. n e guy was so irritating.. keep hearing the wrong order. total of 1 extra drink, 1 extra plain prata n 2 extra egg prata.. sheesh.. good thing we still can finish.. so rite.. taking from pasir ris towards north-east singapore as positive, our displacement was negative. from edge pasir ris, to jalan kayu, back to pasir ris, but dis rd is to the futher end of pasir ris.. heh.. so its negative displacement..

ok.. i feel super off now.. in no mood to do anything due to the first para stuff.. argh!!! i'm oso worrying abt jc.. dun think can get back into mjc.. so.. i shall appeal.. bleah. some pple r juz getting the worse frm me now.. oh well.. juz your luck. sorry guys. rather. guy. its nth much actually.. hehe.. quite interesting actually if u think abt it. ok i'm not talkin sense..