screwed up life i am in man.. ok.. dad juz told me not to use e word screwed up.. its called messy.. or sth along tat line.. oh well.. yes.. another problem wif tat lady..screwed up rite.. ok. no messed up rite.. wadever.. i was quite irritated.. but talked to my dad for quite awhile den was ok liao.. oh sigh.. i hope all wld b alright. thank goodness i'm immuned to most of the scoldings n all.. so i'm surviving.. not as badly affected as i was last few times.. until i was like sms-ing crazily cause i was upset n all.. argh!!! nvm. life has to go on i guess...

i think sort of like confirm i'll stay.. after what pastor n e-lin said.. plus my dad was saying tat if i go den my sista how.. den plus tat silly incident as stated above, make me worry tat i go for e reason of escaping.. den muz consider my sista in tat case... like.. u noe lar.. so... i dunno.. shld b staying.. waiting to see wad Mrs Lai says abt it later.. if she remembers to call me man.. i think she has forgotten.. oh well. shall talk to her later n see how.. oh ya.. still got the qt materials.. rather.. masterlife. day 1 talks about "praying about what God wants" such a coincidental.. oh well.. yes yes.. proverbs 3:5-6 i feel like a kid.. hehe.. e song lar..