hmmm.. nearly a week has passed.. really exasperated in dis hme stay.. considering changing.. bleah.. cldnt tahan yesterday. so went to call dad n complain. heh. i think i made him panic.. oops.. really cant stand patrick. sigh. aunty selena is very nice. but her husband isnt n e prob is he is e hme husband kind. nv work, male verson of hse wife cause he is retired.. so he is like e person i see most often.. if it was aunty selena, i wont mind. bleah..

school has been ok.. quite enjoy it. juz tat i keep panicking over bio.. like cannot tahan lar.. it was like so complicated. till i was like shock. seriously, n like went hme tat day panicking... i need someone to explain to me SLOWLY all the things cause my teacher goes too fast.. sigh.. other than tat, everything is ok.. juz tat need to memorise alot of things.. english is ok. most hw given though. direct opposite of singapore. n chem is seriously slack. least the topic she is on lar.. really wish she wld change topic soon. to sth tat i dunno. den i can start learning. as for physics.. the teacher teaches like so messy.. juz e impresssion tat i get. but it s not too bad. cause he is nice n willing to help. actually, all e teachers r nice. ya.. juz whether they're good or not.. oh well.. hope i dun get a test too soon.

went to zion praise harvest today. listened to cheryl n claire. heh.. went down to haf a look.. i really like e service n all.. it was quite good lar.. somewhere inbetween pmc worship n the one at synerg!z. not bad.. quite like it lar.. n e thing is its for the youths.. k not tat much youths, but students.. so like can link. where as faith community church is like family church.. so like no link for me.. oh n e pastor is like wad jess wld say dressing very trendy kind. heh.. now e only prob is joining a cell grp dere.. hmm.. cause no particularly close fren dere. so its gonna b tough "integrating" into e cell grp.. oh well oh well.. we'll see how? jon lai's cell grp leader is very nice though.. like her hse mate steph. .both very nice. heh.. as for the rest of e ppl.. some r really nice.. e rest.. shant comment.. heh.. sigh sigh sigh. howz.. i wanna quickly settle into a church n a cell grp n not bother abt scouting for any more.. sigh.. so mafan. bleah.. so shld i go back to faith community church.. or stay here.. or go scount for another one??? bleah..

hmm.. today i oso finally see the importance of a welcome team. not ushers, but welcome team. ber, i'll give u all e support i can to get tat started back in pmc ym.. heh.. when u leave, you realise alot of things.. but now u cant do anything cause u're not dere. bleah.

argh!!! jon lai juz had to announce today to the ppl at church tat exams r comin, and tat is like a reminder for me lar.. bleah. abt 1 mth. how come its so fast??? d teachers told us we prob b sitting same time as dem. but like 1 mth.. its like juz 1 and half mth of lessons den i'm having my midterm already.. n its all counted to my final score. bleah.. i muz do well for course work. cuase i'm afraid i'd do badly for my eoy. bleah. oh yes. n i'm coming back ard mid nov.. no more mid dec.. cause exams end den.. ya.. so i'll rush back. .but den again.. wad am i gg to do man. sigh.. dere is nth for me to do in s'pore now rite??? heh.. n summore hb wld b muggin in aust den.. so cant go out wif her. n e rest wld prob b doing their o levels!!! heh.. oh well.. i need to do alot of muggin now, but i've got no tys wadsoever.. n i need help in bio!! if not i think i'll end up dropping it man. sigh..