crap.. wads wrong wif me? firstly, i forgot to tell my hmestay parents i'd b out for lunch. den in e end hafta call dem.. den i din check when dey'll b out n when dey'll b back. cause its not raining now, which means my clothes shld b washed! but its not. sigh. which means i hafta wash dem on a week day. hrmph. if not den overnite. den hang in my room again? sigh. raining days r like tat. bleah. n dey forecast tat it'll rain till like monday den tuesday sun den wednesday showers AGAIN. hmmm.. i desperately need mum to bring over more clothes!! sigh. *wishes i had been more clever*

heh juz heard one of nic's favourite old jokes "no eye dear" that became not funny after his repetition of it over n over again. but i guess its good to hear it again.. seriously reminded me of him oh well.. speaking of tat, i havent spoken to him for quite a long time. shall go write letters man.. heh.. *wonders who else i've missed out* heh.. sorrie ar .. i my memory is bad..

anyway. yesterday's cell was like quite ok. all the sharing reminded me of wad marcus n shawn "shot" me abt in e morning.. shall attempt to see thing from their point of view n den share e gospel wif dem, but its gonna b hard cause i dun even like understand thing from their position. tried but not working. hrmph. pray pray pray. yes tats e only solution! hmm..wanted to ask steph like u noe to help. cuase she oso april intake, but those ppl dun talk to her. hmm.. sigh. will see how lar. mayb mayb someone wld come along who dese guys r ok wif n settle everything. mayb dey wld phrase it nicer to ther person n it wont b the same case as me. sigh so many maybes. heh.. kzkz.. needa go off now ot do some studying.. 2 hrs b4 i leave e hse. hmm.. study physics!!! hehe..