hmm.. had lunch juz now.. heh. nice. ok tat was sort of to celebrate steph's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH!!!
heh.. yup yup.. was suppose to b wif ivon n steph, den steph asked yanjing *my cell leader* along.. yup.. went to e jap place where i went wif my mum n dad e day i did my bank account. heh.. den went to haf bubble tea at winthrop village. it seems like a crazy here.. heh.. den was suppose to study.. but in e end folded stars for steph. n did A LITTLE math. heh tats all.. ok lar not tat bad. did physics as well.. n a little eng research .den realise i left my eng compre book in sch. n i was suppose to finish it over e week end. argh! how smart of me rite. heh. oh well.. hilda shld b ok wif it lar *i hope*

i cried. i juz cried. suddenly, it meant alot to me. it just meant so much. thanks for that. really. sigh. anyway. u prob wont even know if i'm refering to you. oh well.. thanks anyway.

i smiled alot today. rather this evening. so happy.. ok.. tat was kind of ironic. cause i juz said i cried. but ya. aft tat. i'm really really happy. happy for u. really. its been a long time since i've been worrying over how you are and how you've been doing. it didn't seem too good. but all the same, i'm so glad all is well.. really.. i've talked to so many ppl today. n when i see that ur all well n good, i really smiled. anyone who walked into my room wld haf thought i was kind of psycho. i suddenly just feel so relieved. really. i must thank God for keeping everyone safe n sound n alright n good and everything!

i wonder abt it all e time, but e only conclusion i can get from God is that it will happen in HIS timing and according to HIS plans. all i can do is PRAY. and for now, concentrate on my studies n get into the course that God directs me to. yes. let us all commit it to the Lord. He will bring us to it, through it all. Pray. my mum keeps reminding me to PRAY.

hmm. i hafta go hostel nxt yr.. bleah. hostel or homestay. cause parents need another yr to decide to buy hse not. bleah. sigh.. okok.. we shall see how. or mayb rent a hse wif ppl who are old enough heh. old enough to not have a homestay. cause i think nearly all of e april intake either have to stay hme stay, or already am sharing hse.. heh.. oh well.. as for feb.. heh. shant comment first. hehe. *makes me sound sneaky. .but i'm not!*

i wanna be a WORLD CLASS CHRISTIAN! *i hope i got it right that it is world class n not worldly.*