hmm.. u noe wads e most dangerous things about going overseas? its having those goodbye letters juz an arms length away. mayb i shld go lock dem up or sth. heh. but those by email. hmm. no way am i going to delete dem. too precious. heh. sigh..

i'm so glad people are filing up my space in that wad i did, ppl r starting to take my place. be it at for formal stuff or even personal stuff. hmm.. i guess its all for the better? but its still kinda sad that nearly 17 yrs of friendships n all wld b lost. not literally, but once u leave the place, it is inevitable that one side would tend to look for another side to "attach" to. sigh. ok i shld have been prepared for this. heh thats why i said all my letters muz b kept away. mayb i'll print out those in emails. den delete dem or store dem in some place where i wont bother to go and see. not in my mail box. too high a chance i'll open it. heh. especially if i'm sitting at home attempting to do my work which is stressing me out.

i miss you. seriously. dun ask me why. mayb its cause u r e one tat i barely haf time to talk to now adays. the rest r not tat bad. oh well.. sigh. i miss all of you. i'm so thankful ur used to this language. *cause marcus(teo) obviously isn't* heh. but yes. yes. i miss all these good christian brothers n sisters. not that there aren't any here, but its juz not e same. even if it comes close to be the same, dey r juz not christians. n i guess dey juz wont understand.