hmm.. somehow.. i feel very low now. emotionaly spiritually etc. as in like even if i'm "happy" i dun feel really happy.. kind of thing. like dere is a facade.. oh well.. heh.. but anyway.. yes i noe my Lord is still wif me.. n QT emphasised that point again.. started on the book by doug fields abt youth ministry.. its seriously good.. not e purpose driven ym one.. another book.. its like wow.. so many practical things.. heh.. shall finish it first.. n if its really good.. may tell others in s'pore abt it.. heh.. but ya.. its totally not wad i expected.. really cool..

i'm in no mood to do work now.. dunno why dun ask me.. juz no mood.. mayb i'll do chem later. muz returm marcus his "bible" asap..

weirdly.. juz after that entry yesterday, i was asked to go attend some other church's activity.. mayb its all by coincidence.. den again.. someone else is prob reading my blog.. heh.. i can see lor.. thx to mk for reccomending me e website. heh.. oh well. either way.. shall see how.. shaun says stay. me? i dunno.. wanna go tok to others first.. plus pray abt it.. yes prayer works wonders..