i need to run back to the heart of worship
i need to know where i am going.
i need to live my life for you.
i need to do everything for you
i need to lift everything into your hands
i need to get up n praise you

i feel so tired *emotionally* and i feel like taking a break off everything. including church.. suddenly, i'm reminded of shaun and abi.. a little more shaun cuase abi is slightly diff case.. the countless number of times saying "i wanna take a break" and i there insisting that there should never be a break.. oh well.. now its my turn that wants a break. but i'm not allowing myself cause i noe there shldnt b such things.. haha shaun.. so no such reason for u either.. for e rest.. neither is "ponning" church acceptable..

oh well.. i need a spiritual revival.. dunno if it is biblically correct, but i juz feel so down n out.. n i dunno who is trustable here.. kz dere are a handful.. who live in very close proximity wif me. but e thing is not close. not to that extent.. oh well.. i miss my long phone calls of "soul pouring" that phrasing was very bad. juz cant think right now to get e correct word.. hmm..

and when my world is falling down
in you i will be found