bio exam is over. but i'm still equally busy.. past few days has been good.. friday's cell was good. jon. u're a good preacher man.. heh.. n today went up north to some orchid place.. i dunno e name. but ya. juz went. was a little skeptical at first.. cause like i dunno e ppl n all.. ya.. but after awhile of getting to know u.. i'm quite comfortable wif dem now.. n ya overall it was great lar..

ehz.. hadta wake up rather early.. but it was ok. cause more or less e usual time.. den dawn came n fetch me ard 0750 den went up to her church. den up to e orchid.. was fun lar.. as in e activities. a very good break from studies i gues.. n got to know alot of ppl lar.. *ok for me its counted alot* hmmm... after that, aft sending vina back hme, marcus n myself went to city to meet fumiko n ivon.. yup. had dinner.. which was quite nice.. but its e same place again.. den again, e food is nice lar.. though marcus said it looked dodgy.. heh.. den aft tat sent fumiko home.. was suppose to go her hse n play pool n bball.. but ken n vincent asked her go movies so ivon marcus n myself ended at swan river.. goodness. it was freezing lar!!! sheesh.. like what the.. heh. we sat dere for like nearly an hour.. wah.. my hands n face n body were frozen by e time we went off.. anw.. sat dere n talked.. heh.. so nice.. as in like u noe.. do these kind of things.. not like go mackers or sth... den so noisy n all.. heh..

i'm rather confused.. mayb i need a break. a break away from that. a break to calm my heart down, to recollect my aims and goals, to help me to focus on the right things, not the many things.. oh Lord, help me..

i've found another role model. heh.. oh well.. its juz like here n dere n everywhere.. such a great encouragement.. juz tat i need constant reminder and all.. hmm oh well. what shld i do? i dun wanna do thigns for e wrong reasons.. it has happen so many times.. no, no more of those..