hmm i wish i wish. i wish i didn't feel such burdens. how carefree life would be. and sometimes, its e timing that such problems comes.. hmm. mayb i'm over sensitive. mayb i'm going crazy.. i dunno..

i realise what i need. i need a phone line! hehe. did i mention? jon juz enlightened me yesterday dat i haf a phone line in my room. so.. we shall activate it! hehe.. den i can tok to ppl back hme.. n mayb i'll juz find someone who can hear tehse worries out. mayb i juz need to say n talk it out. but dere aint no one in perth. even if dere is, i'll prob b worrying for e person.. afew ppl liao.. hmm.. sigh.. oh well..

the most ironic thing is that cell yest juz toked abt worrying. i feel that i'm drowning. and yet i cant relax. how? okok.. i shall clear dis first. i'm not worrying about planning the dinner on monday! ok. its all about other stuff.. hmm..

oh yes. got a good idea. mayb i shld juz withdraw myself frm e grp of frenz. den dere wld b no trouble.. hmm. mayb i shld yar? shall go consider it. hmm..