i'm so unworthy. so unworthy of God's love and grace and mercy..

hmm.. today was a busy day.. started off wif koorong wif dawn.. which was quite ok lar.. managed to buy alot of stuff.. so i'm like happy. heh.. den aft dat walked ard city while waiting for e time to be up.. heh..quite fun..

after that was river cruise.. it was quite fun lar.. cause we din manage to get 2 boats, so it was super packed. yupyup..but it was fun lar.. skit, games, food.. heh.. n most importantly, fellowship!! hehe..

after that, i walked from barrack street jetty all the way to the east end of hay street.. it was a super long walk.. heh.. but i reached dere faster than dawn n carol who were walkin frm city. heh..kk dat doesn't make a diff. but yar was super tired after that.. hmmm did play a little pool today. n it was terrible.. oh man. i sure do miss julianna's coaching and all.. argh!!!still remember the first time i picked up pool.. so cool.. argh!! hehe.. i miss home! heh. anw. went for dinner at taka *finally* after pool.. n den went b ack to the hse. had one of the most interesting talks i reckon.. hmm.. hehe...

anyway, its rather confusing today too.. a little lar.. its like what u think of yourself is one opinion, while what people think of you is another.. and sometmes, u juz dunno who to believe.. like on friday, i mentioned i need patience, and today i was told that i ahve loads of patience. it just contradicts. heh.. i dunno lar.. juz feel so unworthy now.. hmmm...