crap.. i dun like physics. least for the topics i'm on now.. haf been really busy for e past 4 hrs or so.. chatting here n dere.. refusing to let go of conversations. till irwin gave up getting me to study.. heh.. oh well.. today was a terrible day. cause physics completely ruined my day. dunno how to do one qn. as a result, got mental block regarding the rest of the questions. argh!!! its 0030. and i'm online. attempting to do my phy.. crap. sigh. dis assignment.. surely fail.. even jon n jeffery haf probs doing it. wad more abt us? man.. argh.. looks like tmr is gonna b a mass photocopying session in school..

yesterday was good though... as in saturday.. had discipleship wif amanda n steph wong.. quite a good session.. and aft dat came home.. managed to finish my essay!! hehe.. and attempted doing some physics. den gave up cause i really dunno. bleah.. wish i cld juz dump it away. argh! dis sub is killing me.. looks like my chances of doing well in exams is 0%.. bleah..

aye.. i'm so sian.. dun feel like doing anything.. actually.. dun feel like doing physics. i'm in e mood to write more letters to e editors though. heh. quite fun. better than analytical essays. i realise too that if i juz switch off my wireless, i can concentrate much better.. heh.. kz. if i can study alot during e week, i'll take a "short break" on sat. go out. heh.. lala..

thank God my anger has subsided. hope it'll stay down. i can't afford to be mean or anything. sigh. i mean.. i muz always remember wad i shared during discipleship.. "the posture of a servant" which includes looking up to God and the fruit of the Spirit. oh well.. my aim dis week : love. as wad i said i wld aim for... hahs.. yes. and wif love comes patience too.. and of course shall try to keep to wad ps joyce challenged us dis week. commitment. the best thing is i juz ran out of credit. ie. no calls or sms till tmr aft 5 pm.bleah.. my usual weekly sms wld hafta wait till tmr i guess. sorry guys. hehe