hrmph.. my hse mum juz barged into my room. no knocking or anything. now i noe wad she does when i'm not at hme man. *cause she apologised, cause she tot i wasnt home* hahs good thing i juz cleard my room yesterday. not neat, but ok. sigh.. no repect for ppl in dis hse man. hahs..



anyway.. i dunno wad on earth is wrong with blogger. its not working!! bleah. taking ages to upload.. sigh.. bio exam tmr. i am so going to fail.. i dunno how to study it. bio is in such a mess.. cause my teacher herself is a mess. bleah.. i really shouldn't have taken bio. shld haf taken like accounts or sth.. sigh..i'm so screwed.. so super worried lar. i was close to panicking and breaking down juz now.but its much better now anyway.. oh well..



Search for A Start was yesterday.it was good i muz say.. the items i mean. heh. super funny.. some of them.. i wanna learn hand signing!! heh.. learn half way den stop. so frustrating.. heh *speach therapist* [betty] *excellent!!* hahs.. inside joke.. ignore me those of u who haf no idea wad it stands for. but it was great lar.. i got e dance down.. wanna send back hme. heh.. let em see. lala.. oh well.. oh yes.. why do choirs always like to sing the same song? zph choir same the same songs as wad michelle chan ma'am's batch sang for their final yr in RC for talentime.. goodness... tonnes of recollections man.. heh..



i shld shld shld go do my QT. i tell u.. i haf beeen in a horrible state for the past few days/weeks.. sigh.. relying on my own strength, and not of God's. and now when i am seriously dying even at the thought of biology, den i turn to him for help. sigh.. i needa snap out of this bad habit. ppl may say i wld do well in e end, but i tell u.. this stage of panicking is terribly torturous.. the thought that i'll do badly. my goodness.. *horrible* sigh.. okok. i better go do my QT after my lunch or sth.. bleah..



oh yes.. past week had 3 papers. eng was average.. hope i can get like 80? but prob wont get it. math.. muz get 90 and above. but havent heard any good news frm mr enright, so expecting the worse.. physics was an easy paper, but i din study hard enough. *sigh* TERRIBLE.. i must score well man..