i suddenly am dreading having to meet huibing. not that i dont want to, but its just such a chore. hafta plan how to meet her and all.. plus her cousins here.. so difficult to do things cause i dun like it when dere are adults around. argh. everything is such a mess.. i think i wont stay over on thurs lar. think i'll juz go home or sth.. sigh.. MAFAN.