some how, u haf e capability to touch sth inside of me. i really wonder if what you said stands till now. things have changed drastically.. i can see it. it is clear to me, but i really wonder how much of wad you said is still true. many times, i only see the rough and hurting side.. i wonder if there is any of e opposite side left? i need assurances, that you are still there. i don't understand why only for u it is so tough to do so. you gave me affirmations.. do they still stand?

i'm not as strong as you think *** i don't take negative, i take positive *** i don't take hard, i take soft