screwed up birthday. screwed up o levels. argh!!! i'm screwed. ok i'm trying. i'm seriously trying to think positive, but its difficult. help me Lord.

o levels were disgusting. 2 subjects din hit e grade. if it did, i wld minus like 5 pts. tats ALOT. sigh.. english was e worse. e whole world did badly. least most pple in my sch.. i'm considered lucky tat i passed lar.. sigh..

anyway. ok besides tat.. thanx to e following ppl.. mrs lai, dawn, loo, yu ru jie2, jess, shaun, bert, yiying, dinah, clean, faith, vicki, tassha... whoever i forgot to name, sorry. thanx for all your support n encouragement.

keyboard was good. bernice mentioned abt being weak.. oh well.. dere i went again.. all tears. heh now i'm ok lar duh. i'm home. dis afternoon was like tat oso.. sigh.. thank goodness not many outside sc ppl saw it. heh.. tmr gg back to sc to appeal for a review of my english paper.. sigh..

disgusting birthday.. oh man..

on my way back, i heard 2 songs.. one is about going for gold. the other is about never giving up.. oh well..

thanx to e following ppl.. aud, yiying, faith, clean, vicki, vivien, elaine, ceds, xiuwen, salt, hb, soosoo, jessica... deep inside, i only have one birthday wish. but will it happen? from wad i see today, it wont. oh sigh.. please, let that wish come through. hopes dashed... will you make it come through?

today was ok.. averagely good.. as i expected, when i do things, as long as its for e right purpose, and i "drown" myself in it, i wld forget all my probs.. for awhile at least..



surprises.. i had 3 surprises today.. oh well.. last yr it was scrcy.. dis yr, its a new group.. ok besides tat point, thank you ppl.. all of u.. tmr is gonna b a terrible day.. hope i'll survive.. it feels like my b-day is today instead of tmr.. ok tat was out of point..



i'm seriously worried.. worried about so many things.. especially for the resutls tmr.. oh well.. i seriously hope wad the many birthday wishes tat ppl wished me wld come true.. tat e best bday present is a good o level result.. oh man.. sigh.. the most sadistic day of the year!!! hehe... ok i shall attempt to think on the brighter side now..



did i mention yesterday tat i managed to clear some stuff up during baptism? n summore stuff up today after sgl training.. yesterday wif pastor cause he was e speaker.. n today wif josh.. was great lar.. oh well.. i dunno wad to expect to feel tmr.. i think i am the last few ppl to get my results cause my register no last yr was 32.. n my class has like e most no of pple.. oh man. i hope i hear some good news from mrs tsoi.. i'm thinking quite negatively now.. panicking now.. i need some soothing pills... argh!!! i so dun like dis kind of mood.. i seriously need some councilling b4 i even go tmr.. someone save me by attempting to knock some sense into me..through sms.. sigh.. i'm like desperate for sth to calm me down.. heh.. e only good thing is tat i look ok.. though i dun feel ok.. so my parents wont guess anything.. heh.. sigh.. ok eunice is not talking sense..



all the best to everyone getting results back tmr!!!

2 persons asked me the direct opposite question today. one asked why you sound different (negative way) the other asked why you seem so.. smiley. oh well. interestingly enough, both are like related.. go figure by drawing your mind maps n all.. sigh..

"da shi teng, ma shi ai" how true does tat mean? i dunno. i'm lost. struggling. surviving? i hope so.. i feel like i'm changing. or is it changed? suddenly, i feel so sian. u noe.. sian. sigh.. whats keeping me gg? i dunno.. but it shld b my purpose of doing everything, my purpose of living this life. oh well.

sometimes, i feel that my spiritual support from everyone is gone.. k. not spiritual support only.. everything. i feel like nth is done/learnt in this life of mine.. everything revolves ard studying. oh well.. this is life i guess..

o level results out soon.. oh man..

i feel so sian of everything.. u noe.. juz plain sian.. juz a simple.. i feel like not caring, yet this heart n mind of mine wont let me stop.. i'm still moving on.. the only consolation is that once i do it, i do it right. after that, what ever i think/ feel is a different case.. i hope i'll "du guo" this sian period..

great time today wif my og.. n went for envision today too.. not bad.. first time playing pool.. heh.. unbelievable rite.. tmr is fd com.. hope i can make it down man..

O LEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT ON MONDAY!!! 28TH FEB!!! ARGH!! its my birthday too! SHEESH!!! PANICKS!

woohoo.. i ended like at 0930 today. went for breakfast first b4 gg to caroline's hse.. was stoning at the beginning.. den went to play cards.. sigh. so irritating can.. tat kheexiang.. keep saying i wont know how to play cards.. apparently tats e kind of impression i've given him.. super guai n all.. bleah. kana teased by him for dunno how long. .but ok lar .. survived.. aft tat helped caroline prepare lunch for those guys.. heh.. as usual lar.. but i like it. doing things den see pple happy, i'm happy.. heh..

i have so many questions.. sigh.. some of them, joyce wont b able to answer them cause she is not a methodist. shall ask dis sat lar.. since its pastor jon tat is giving the lesson. plus he is talking about baptism.. oh well.. i'm quite excited, worried, etc etc.. i dunno wad on earth is gg on.. sigh..

oh well.. prediction is tat o level results r out on the 25th.. oh sigh.. even mrs suhaimy said that.. oh well.. worried.. hope i can calm down n pray for the best..

tmr wld b an interesting day... i'll end early.. heh.. n of course going out after tat.. heh..

i had a great time wif joyce today. interesting.. learnt alot today. really glad dere was dis sharing session.. i really learnt alot especially if u compare to wad i've learnt for so many yrs.. like dis topic really got my mind n heart stirring. thanx so much gal.. i wanna go see her cell one day.. juz worried tat i'll get overwhelmed by wad dey do. anyway.. overall.. i had a great time wif her lar.. hehe

amazing. 4 guys juz managed to irritate me today. oh well.. no comments. thank goodness it wasnt face to face wif some of them. if not i'd haf juz told dem off in e face.. go haf a look at my msn nic.. last time i put tat was for fun. now, its for real.. sigh.. guys.. dis is irritating me too.. the silly com juz closed my web like tat. i'm irritated once again. to those guys out dere tat i've offended, pardon me. thanx. sigh.. some guys juz dunno their limits.. even if they do things out of kind intentions.. it becomes bad.. sigh.. tats why guys cmi.. not can make it. its e opposite.. sigh sigh..

i've been having extreme "thoughts swings" as i call it.. oh well.. caused by 3 guys 2 gals my o level results and alot more tat i've so obviously forgotten. sigh.. dis is obviously affecting my mood.. a little not much thank goodness.. sheesh.. n my cousin is presently talking about science as a religion.. we din elaborate thank goodness, but i think i'd get some one to debate wif him one day man.. tat silly guy.. early birthday celebrations today. in e fear of getting very bad o level results n as a result, not in e mood to do anything. sigh.. anyone wants to accompany me to mourn over poor results? i'm panicking.. mind in a whirl. dunno wad to think. lost. sigh. wad to do. where to go. wad to expect. someone save me.

how to help her? i'm really lost. patience is running out. someone help her? save her? in God's time i noe she will. i'm keeping my temper. cause i noe its God i live for not myself. muz keep reminding myself tat. but how? i'm at my wits ends.. no good no good. sigh... Lord keep her, help her, guide her, teach her.

Duties at a BBQ

at a bbq, some pple juz are the "ra-ra" kind. no matter what job you assign them to, they wld always end up doing the job of motivating the people to play games/ eat etc.

some pple r the i do work n i chase e pple to do things.. abit here n abit dere.. but more to the work sid..

some pple juz eats n socialises.. bonding? is that counted? i guess so.

some pple juz like to work all the way. as long as everyones happy, hes happy.

aome pple starts everything off, and then takes a break and slips into silence.

some pple "encourages" others wif words/ instructions.. and then continue eating.

some pple jokes abt wif e pple working every now and then and then goes back to playing.

which one are you?

today's baptism n membership class was good.. e speakers are quite interesting.. heh.. had quite a fun time. class bbq was quite fun. so many pple opened up so much more.. happy. sent 4 gals hme too. heh..

o level results supposedly out in 11 days.. oh well.. a good birthday gift? i dunno.. i'm panicking again.. rumours dis morning about some letter on teaching.. tot i din get means i did badly for my o levels.. oh sigh.. wad to do wad to do.. sigh..



school was ok today.. not too bad lar.. politics are coming back.. sigh.. oh well.. nvm nvm.

i'm in a bad mood again.. no its not mood.. its thoughts. i'm having bad thoughts.. no it doesn't sound correct.. but its sth along tat line lar.. oh well.. so many things happening.. politics getting into mjc.. more of my class.. castor 3 is still going on strong.. tats wad i love abt dem.. everyone noes their own limits.. thank goodness.. n dere is like no one leader. so everyone does their own part.. hehe.. good rite... love dem to bits.. oh well.. looks lik we're gonna split.. sigh. told salt.. how i wish castor 3 n her n xt chello etc cld all b in e same class.. nice rite? cause all of us r like same principal, same working methods.. no one is e leader.. everyone work together.. sigh.. we'll b zai man.. oh well.. nvm..

results r out soon.. panicking again. 21st 25th or 28th of feb??? i dunno.. i think it'll b on 28th.. sigh..

o level results r out soon. oh no.. *panicks* heh.. everyone is like going crazy.. heh.. i'm scared. n i dunno wad to do.. oh well. school has been great dis week... holiday on next wed thurs n fri are like wonderful!!! heh.. a OG and CLASS outing b4 o level results r out... oh man.. how i'll miss everyone!!!

my muscles r dying.. strained it yesterday in an attempt to do all e push ups we had to do properly.. muz learn frm my frenz.. hack care.. or mayb julianna's idea of doing e first few properly den e rest dun care.. heh.. netball training was.. ok... no comments.. i can't wait for dis saturday n sunday.. heh.. who wanna go for e sa funfair. .but who wanna go wif me???

i'm a complete kultz at gadgets man.. oh well.. nvm.. cell today was great.. great time of worship n prayer.. so was keyboard lesson.. heh. presentation was ok.. very nervous.. thus i was like playing super soft.. but nvm.. least its a great learning experience..

the potters hands.. thanx for choosing tat song sweedy.. and thank you Lord for always being there to encourage me.. oh well. yes.. another song dis rd to lift me up from where i was..

valentines day was great.. thanx castor 3 n 05S224 for all e gifts man. no matter how small things may b, its e thought tat counts.. haha like kx's cake.. heh.. ok no time to note down each individual, but wld do it one day.. i'm qutie happy now.. dunno why.. hehe..

juz went to see Dr Shawn Beng.. my orthodontist.. sigh.. my teeth has a spring now to pull dem forward. n its tight!!! my bands are blue dis rd.. changed frm blue to orange. listened to amelia's advice.. hehe.. oh yes.. met amy at bishan interchange b4 meeting my sista..

school today was ok.. my class as usual was very guai.. only 4 pon sch.. some classes only had 6 ppl in sch can.. so fun! heh. but den again.. my class quite nice lar.. muz thank God for blessing me wif such a nice class.. oh yes valentines day presents r yet to b done.. hehe

went out wif jess today.. went to buy some more "raw" materials for presents.. tmr wld b rushing through them plus my hw n prepare for my test.. oh well. busy.. shld i stay in mj? dunno.. pray abt it lar..

castor 3 hurt 05S224 beaten SCGS pierced SCRCY hope? PLMGPS hurt 4Prudence longing 3Patience love? 3 Prudence gone. 5Faith dead? 1Patience alive? 2 Patience praying 1/4 friends MJC parents PMC siblings YM love? bible class lost?

back!!! 2nd day of cny.. slept till like 11 cause i was downloading my junior's dances till like 2 in e morning. heh e dance rox man.. very cute.. e only pity is tat its not very clear.. oh well.. went to watch Constantine wif my family.. i dun understand tat show.. my cousin says its a book.. if anyone understands it, pls tell me.. thanx.. hehe.. oh well.. dere were also some like bible quoted but i was really blur abt it.. my dad said tat some facts were distorted.. bleah.. i'm lost.. nvm lar...



went for another family gathering again.. and as usual, we were e earliest.. hehe.. played "31" the whole nite.. oh well.. quite fun.. least everyone cld be involved.. had quite a fun time lar.. heh.. e only pity for e whole day was tat 2 families wanted to come visiting at my hse.. but we werent hme. hehe..



i'm missing you. do u noe tat? no.



eunice, be strong. stand strong under IT.



"if you learn e beatitudes so easily and can tell it so well in front of e class... etc..." yes, i'll keep tat in mind. thanx so much.



all 3 different scenarios.. bleah.. hope i'll stand under it.. eunice, survive man..

cny.. it was quite fun today.. as usual, was e first one at my grandma's hse.. waited for an hr b4 my uncle n family came.. oh well.. den another half n hr b4 another uncle n e family came.. ya den become much livelier.. ya.. dere was grace joy n john plus roy.. after they came, i became their nanny.. yes.. nanny of like 4 kids.. k lar.. it wasn't tat bad till they wanted to play games, wanted to go to e play ground, tat i became busy.. sigh.. heh but they very cute lar.. pity every cny i'm wearing so formal den can't run and all.. bleah.. heh.. but had a fun time lar.. mayb nxt time when they come to my hse for bbq den i can play wif dem.. they're like all so grown up.. grace is only p4 n she is so tall.. roy n joy are alerady p3.. last remembered them in p1. john is like 3 yrs old.. i tot he was like juz born.. last time saw him he was so grouchy.. now so hyper.. oh man. time flies.. really hope time wld fly faster..



e dinner wif e family was ok.. given was grumpy.. heh.. poor gal.. other than tat, my 2nd uncle came too!! its been ages since we've had a gathering wif his family.. so glad e upper generations are able to put aside their difficulties and come together man.. when u see him smile, it was really heartwarming.. caught up a little wif my cousins.. goodness. huiying jie jie is like working already.. sigh.. so fast.. gg for another gathering tmr.. tired.. busy doing all the presents..

reunion dinner wasn't tat bad after all.. heh.. spent half my time playing and entertaining roy.. dis 9 yr old cousin of mine.. ya.. did pratically everything dere.. from preparation of e dinner to cleaning up to eating to entertaining pple.. my 2nd aunt was funny today. went ard poking my sis, her own sis n my arm.. like trying to find for muscles or sth like tat.. dunno her lar.. my phone batt is like very low.. thanx to roy playing all my games n taking video and picture one after another.. cant wait for tmr.. cause dere wld b more distant cousins coming.. especially grace joy n their brother. they're so cute man.. hehe..



sigh.. looks like i hafta officially go attempt to do planning for my studies.. my aunt is making me panic.. thank goodness sc taught me a little so i can deter her from attempting to give me lessons.. muz go hunt for note n for help n for "mini-teachers" before she attempts to teach me how to study.. bleah.. tat was e only nagging part lar. question so much on my studies.. e only good thing is tat she is a strong christian too.. hehe.. yup yup.. hope e remaining of my family members wld come to know christ one day too..



oh yes.. on my way out, i realise tat i forgot to blog abt sth.. sth unbelivable!!! MRS SEE is a teacher in charge of RED CROSS!!! omg.. like mrs mao n ms soh arent enough.. now mrs see.. ok lar.. e only good thing is tat she prob wld b willing to stay over n stuff.. n she is more flexible especially if u r like her form class or e cca she is incharge of. oh well.. wish all e best for sc in e new yr.. ms soh ask me to go back to hq.. muz b my wonderful level mates tat told her tat i was considering of gg for e VI course.. yup.. if it doesnt clash wif church camp, i'd go.. i wan my pts, i wan to help sc too.. n i wanna make sure tat screwed up hq is not biased against sc in anyway.. irritating.. bleah.. okok.. i htink i've talked enough nonsense..



got loads of friendship day stuff to finish.. sadly.. yes.. letters, presents, etc etc... n mum is still preparing so much food for tmr.. sigh. like if u cant cope, dun do lar.. still take on so many responsibilities, and in e end say tat we are not bothered to help.. like we're busy too.. sigh.. nvm nvm.. shall go see wad i can do n be guai.. after all, its new year rite???

cny celebrations were ok.. e only good thing was that we had e airconditioned hall.. hehe.. but performances.. sigh.. can never b compared to sc.. as in seriously, e story line of e skits were so superficial, not as dense as sc's. dance, seriously, it was quite bad. i din really like it. compared to all e other items tat i saw during rc talentime, it was better. but compared to sc dance or scrcy dance, it cant hold a candle to it man.. i'm not being biased, but its true. seriously.



e celebrations ended early.. so eunice n myself decided to rush down to scgs.. paid a total of $12.60 for cab fare. i missed e performances by like 5 minutes.. so din get ot see my juniors perform. so sad rite.. sigh.. other than tat, met mrs chen, mrs tsoi, ms soh etc. mrs tsoi n myself talked abt nus high. heh abt her daughter n my sister. hehe.. met alot of other ppl oso.. seeing e ppl in those schs really deters me from actually changing jcs. shld i? i dunno. bleah. oh well..



went for lunch wif ying soosoo n peiyi. heh. quite interesting ya? talking abt srjc.. abt peiyi's class abt ccas abt hb abt alot of things.. oh ya.. n like euodia is in bert's class.. goodness.. haven't talked to her for ages.. hehe.. ok cant b bothered.. mayb if i meet her in heartland mall again i'll go talk to her..



juz helped my mum wif cny prep.. sigh.. sian.. plus doing the present for friendship day. busy me ya? so sian. dun like e prep for cny.. tonight's reunion dinner wld b quite sian. only 3 kids. i'm e oldest.. e other ppl dun come anymore. aunties nagging.. oh well.. nvm i'll survive i guess.. nono my mind is not working lar.. bleah..

"When the oceans rise and thunders roar,

I will soar with You above the storm.

Father You are King over the flood.

I will be still and know You're God. "



thanx so much sweedy.. u really dunno how much that means to me.. but thanx so much gal.. heh.. prayer meeting today was great. really see my fellow sisters and brother in christ worshiping Him and all. it was a great time of worship and prayer.. can't wait till next week. ya. e song above was wad sweedy led us to sing today. one of e few songs. but e oe tat made e most impact on my mind. yes.. it was good. been having panic attacks regarding her today. sigh. wad can i do. she didnt do anything. we're supposedly on very good terms, but i am juz having panic attacks!!! sigh. school was ok.. least it kept my mind off many stuff.. yup.. plus e PL ppl were great.. kept me in high spirits all e way. thanx huiqi n amelia. heh.. great friends ard rite? yes yes.. tats 05S224 for you man.. love dem.. heh. my angel was so sweet too.. hehe.. write like wad 2 letters cause i wasnt in sch?? heh.. i think i can guess who liao..



after school went to buy valentine/friendship day presents.. guys are so troublesome. dunno wad to get. girls on e other hand, are so simple.. as in easy to get stuff.. but finally managed to get stuff.. for my angel, mortal, class gals, some OG mates, church pple(my age lar.. n they're e most troublesome ones.. all except one) and.. cant remember liao.. oh yes.. bought my sis stuff too.. muz remember go get money back later.. heh.. met hb n soosoo today too.. did my hw while they slept.. i think i'm qutie free now.. yay.. heh.. got time to go do e stuff like e presents.. hehe.. yeah man.. oh well.. hafta go call loads of pple regarding larry's present.. mission set by julianna.. heh.. ok lar.. chaoz..



ps: kw==>> wadever can.. dere is nth wrong.. heh.. oh so sorrie not kw its blossom.. wad colour is blossom by the way??? hahahahahaha..

22 more days.. a dreadful countdown to the fateful day. every year. i would surely get some thing on on that day. something bad. lit test, math test, dunno wad test, and dis yr, e release of o level results.. oh sigh..



i asked 2 pple e same question. both gave me ard e same ans. sigh.. no one is replying me why. i'm lost.. bleah..



tmr gg back to sc!!! woohoo!!! scgs rox man!!! i miss dem.. pity i cant go back on fridays to see e ccas cause sch ends quite late.. mayb another time i try to rush down lar.. after chem prac or aft o level results r out n new timetables r out..



church was fun.. charlie's sessions were interesting.. heh.. n e mandarine orange giving was quite interesting too. besides some hicupps.. heh.. oh well.. nvm..



i feeling of hate is creeping back.. sometimes i really wish that you would just leave us alone. so many times i ask myself if i would feel anything if you died or u left, i dunno. i am just numb numb towards you. have you ever asked yourself why we stay out so often? no you obviously haven't. you want to share things with us. but have you ever though of how we felt? have you ever wondered how much time we have on our hands and we rather spend them outside or other places everywhere but home? its all cause of u. and yet you dont know. i really wish i was 21. den i can fly away.. does love come before honouring? i dunno i seriously dont. you are so old fashioned and yet you dont realise anything . you are so unreasonable and yet you dont realise it. you tell us one thing and yet do another, and you dunno? wad kind of example is it? i'm so sorry, but you have just thrown away all the respect i've given you accumulated for 12 years in 4 years. quite a sad case isn't it? but sorry, i do not pity you. after all you've done to me.. 4 more years.. i just cant wait to get out of it. get out of your ruling.

today was fun.. quite fun lar.. e guys has juz left abt an hr ago..managed to clear up, get a bath and then come here to see how e com is like.. heh.. e guys juz managed to help me do some thing to my com.. heh.. kill e viruses n all. heh.. oh well i love my class.. but den again.. changes are supposed to b good lar.. oh well.. in e morning, went "shopping" with 2 guys.. goodness.. tats how guys shop??? hehe... no comments.. n shall not comment. heh.. they very nicely left me wif 4 bags of food, and then went off to ps to shop.. nice of them rite.. hehe.. came home n stoned for awhile b4 e guys came back frm shopping.. watched 2 shows all together. Behind Enemy Lines and White Chicks. hehe.. within that period, jess joined us too.. heh.. yup yup.. we makan ard 6 plus aft bert n charlene joined us.. heh.. had a fun time.. desert was nice too. cooked by a guy.. hehe.. oh yes.. still got a new news!!! e Powerpuff Girls as arrived in PMC.. hehe.. blossom ==>> kangwei, bubbles ==>> shaun, buttercup==>>bertrand.. haha.. and i juz love screaming!!! woohoo!!!

woohoo in hb's hse stoning.. tat bugger is taking 10 yrs to reply.. tmr wld b very busy.. sigh.. hehe.. so long nv see them already. miss sc man.. din go to sch today. wasnt feelingvery well.. forgot pe needs mc.. die liao.. cant b bothered. i'm panicking over the O level results.. they say tat it'll b out e week aft new yr. sigh.. okok shall go off play games wif them.. SC ROX!

i've given up. but then i still care. irritating. things are really pissing me off.. argh! i think i noe e root of e stress.. but den again.. sigh.. i dunno.. dis sat supposedly class gathering only ended up wif like jess sam charlene shaun kw bert ziyang me mayb loo. sigh. american idol is on now.. i still haf chinese essay n math tutorial to do.. juz now when i came back i wanted to do it, but then i was like so tired i slept from abt 1630 to like 1830.. goodness.. wasted my time.. oh ya. ying hui was wearing her church tee tat says "ONE WAY" and a jc2 tat saw her started singing "one way Jesus you're the only one that i could live for" heh.. so cute rite.. ya ying hui told me.. heh.. den during recess, tat jc2 gave ying hui the synerg!z form cause she cldn't make it, so tot give ying hui mayb ying hui can go.. heh so happy.. mayb ying hui can go. den zhu oso.. heh.. i hope i can go.. oh yes.. i'll prob b like gg back to sc on like monday!!! heh cause believer music called it a holiday break.. so mayb i'll go back den instead of tuesday cause tuesday i doubt i can rush back.. heh..



oh yes.. julianna >> thanx so much ya? for putting up wif my nonsense. heh sorrie ar gal..

back frm sch.. today was very fast.. i was still very *laughable* sorrie tat sounded nonsensical.. oh well.. really psyco today.. hehe.. oh yes my angel gave me choc.. so nice.. heh.. e first guy to do sth man.. good for him.. oh well.. training was like slack today.. heh.. oh man.. i'm like completely stoning now.. did my hw wif julianna n cecilia aft training.. so i'm quite free now.. oh ya.. got 2 casualties today.. one was cecilia.. abrasion n sprained ankle, and charlene's best fren got abrasion on her knee too.. heh.. did fa for them.. e netballers seniors first aid was like.. dotz.. no comments.. they did for cecilia's abrasion.. after tat, i said i'll do e rest.. goodness.. no comments lar.. n e first aid kit is pathetic!!! not even a single plaster.. no roller bandage.. sigh.. qutie sad case..

stressed? am i? heh so many ppl tell me i am.. oh well.. i guess i'm surviving. den again.. sigh.. sch so sian today.. lectures n tutorials all e way.. pe was oso a lecture.. lecture on e history on pe.. dotz.. hehe.. "Education of the physical, through the physical, for the physical" hehe.. least i learnt sth? haha. oh well..



sth juz made me wake up today.. least i wake up b4 things become worse ya?