first cell group. sigh. it was... ... i dunno how to say. lets juz say dat i miss murdoch zone loads. miss yanjing's standard way of organising stuff. miss the activeness of the whole cell yj, ailing, jon, steph, alfred, beef, etc etc... sigh. its so different in uwa.. mayb its like wad nancy said, we need to tkae time to adjust..

and i need to learn to be more humble, to be accepting. some times, i feel that i worry too much. i am not accepting. i am not humble, i am not accepting. i keep worrying that people would over shine me, i keep worrying people would be better than me. i worry about every single thing.. sigh. i dun wan ppl to do better than i do, i dun wan ppl to be above me. what is wrong??

Dear Lord, please help me to be a better person. to be more like you. as i see my own actions now, i am saddened by ownself. please help me to be a better person, to accept others just as you have accepted me. please give me a peaceful heart, to be accepting to those i am not accepting to. help me to be glad that more people are finding a place in zion, be glad that more people are serving you, be glad that everyone is doing it out of good intentions and not to be upset that anyone is getting closer to anyone what so ever. please help me Lord, to do what is best in your eyes. help me be accepting to my neighbours and my schoolmates. help me be accepting to everyone around. help me to adjust to this new system Lord. thank you.

sigh.

whats wrong with me!