the week has passed.. in a flash, i'm on my 4th week of uni.. life has been a roller coaster of up and downs.. i havent studied much.. but i guess its been quite a good week.. cant remember all of the week at one go, but i know wed was good cause i realised FAHB bridge w/o jianyang nishant and huimei is quite good cause i learn on my own and mix abt more. i love physiology labs on fridays. wed had dinner wif zph uwa zone leaders n freshies. managed to talk to crystal abit. took her advice to juz do my best in cell. wasnt too bad. so dats fine.. cell was fun i guess.. 3 guys walked ruwei n me hme and good thing dey did cause e ppl ard were kinda scary. all e locals drunk.. oh well. and today was ok too. went for CAM. joined choir. and ofcourse ushering which i told derelle already.. yup. den wanted to go study.. but din cause i was tired. went to sleep instead. but went for church, which e sermon was good.. oh well.. i'm trying to do my best in my "work".. though i am finding it terribly difficult wif dis grp of ppl. honestly, if it wasnt for the fact that i am to hang out wif em for e nxt 6 yrs, i wont join em. honestly. now i haf no choice. argh!! dis sux.. anw. gg over to fcc tmr. look see lar. wanna go nlcc soon too!!

was it a wrong choice coming to st caths?? mayb its God's will. but what about His will is it for me to be in st caths?? its so diffcult to integrat wif e ppl.. sigh.. Lord, please show me your will for me.