*update*

well.. i was just wondering. why do i fear after leaving camp.. i realise sth.. church camps are the places that you feel so secure, so peaceful, so free..yet, when you leave the camp, it means that you would have to be back into reality, into the world. into your responsibilities etc etc. its just so scary..

God spoke to me while i was fearing all these. He said to me that i would get such peacefulness, such secureness in heaven. as for now, i need to get back to my duty on earth. ps jeff said sth in his sermon that came to my head. " the reason why you are still on earth is because tehre is still something that we've not done!" and God was telling me, there is still alot you've not done. once you've done your so called duty on earth, and you come into heaven, there would be abundance of such joy. its really amazing how such encouragement comes when you're down and out.

then i thought of what it would be like going to heaven.. and i realise that i really wanna do some stuff b4 gg to heaven.. hehs. i wanna get married and have kids, i wanna finish studying med and be able to practice it and help others, i wanna go on mission trips...well.. just some simple "request" hehs..

oh yes. cheryl *good fren frm st caths* was super sweet lar!! she know my voice was going, den she went to make some herbal drink for me!!! man.. so touched!!! i'm so fortunate to have such a good fren..

*tag replies*
[clayton] happy easter to you too! study hard for ya "o" levels ar!
[gloria] hey gal. thx. yup wld add u.
[alicia] hahs. happy easter to you too gal. hows sch?
[b] isit the same ym website u gave me last rd? i cldnt find it.. was e dance nice??