currently in the reid library trying to do my work. anyway, since i am here. might as well update huh.. yesterday was my slackest day in school. skipped fmc. and steph lam told me that there was no point gg for clinical practice cause they lady only talked abt dementia. moreover, my grp members were all out on placements. so.. i might as well not go too!! haha. *how smart of me* so i went out with cheryl in the morning.. went to the music store to get my pick while she searched for music scores. gosh. it was TERRIBLY EXPANSIVE. both picks and music scores. but i needed it, so got afew. she din get anything. but we both spent LOADS in coles. i got my drink filter *finally* and that costed a BOMB. plus i also got my cd holder. so now if anyone wants to borrow my shows, it can be easily browsed through!! hahs. so happy.. now i just have to go burn the stuff.. so mafan. gahs. my com takes AGES to burn one dvd.. hrmph.. anw.. no complaints. least it can burn dvds.. last time b4 i downloaded the software frm lydial, my com cldnt burn stuff.. in e end hafta trouble raymond n nish n lydia to help me burn. hehs. anyway, alls good now. hmm. i've got loads of food in my room now. though they are mostly healthy food that i bought yesterday. hehs. to make up for my refusal to drink milk.. hehs..

AustralianAsianChurchesNetwork seminar was at night. Jackie Pullinger was the preacher der.. gosh. the stuff she does in hongkong and china is really.. amazing.. was ushering dat night. realise it was sort of a uwa ushering to let us haf e experience.. but it was a good experience lar.. met alot of ppl der too.. met dawn n marcus, martin, tash n parents, jean, sookchun *din get to catch u wif her*, and i dunno if it was e best part or e worse part.. i met my uncle patrick and auntie serena. my homestay parents b4 i moved out *cause of some problems* to jackson avenue.. dunno if it was embarassing or wad. but anw. i juz greeting em.. catch up wif em.. and all was good *i think* ushering was.... good BUT the hall was messy.. they expected alot of ppl but south perth coc can only take 200 ppl.. so ppl were on e floors, standing, only the old ppl were sitting.. gosh. it was.. crazy.. but i learnt alot though. and God answered my questions yesterday through what jackie talked about. its like i have never been searching for an answer, but those qns haf been wif me since beginning of last yr.. it was really great lar..

thanks to dorcas too.. for giving me the assurance that i am not in e wrong course. since God had brought me there, and i am so sure of it, there is no possibility that i am in e wrong course. and she told me *her sister told her* that it was ok to doubt, but you shld submit it to God, let him know that i am doubting but i am gg to trust in Him to bring me through.. oso asked if i shld b gg for choir.. and she said concentrate on my midsems first. oh well. so here i am.. mid sem studying!!! haha.. plus rushing thoruhg assignments lar.. i dun wan it to b so last minute man... i think i got like 3 assignments due in 1 week. gosh. dats bad lar!! oh well.. ok ok study!!!

[irwin] hahs i noe.. well.. like wad dorcas said, e only thing i can do is to trust in God lor.. [isabelle] harlowz gal. how haf u beeN??