hmm.. suddenly realise sth.. i seem to be taking ages to adjust into uni life.. especially since in med it is an "exclusive" course (not that it is better but that it does not mix about with other courses.. like our units are fixed and all.. suddenly, i feel distanced and all.. as compared to last yr.. maybe its all in God's plan for me? to learn something out of it. like i mentioned last rd, i seem to have less probs or least less probs that i end up worrying and panicking over.. can i see it as i have matured? or i am running away/distancing myself from things? oh wells..

last paper tmr. past few papers haf been.. dunno no comments. shant comment. results out on 11 july so am not looking forward to it. fahb tmr.. havent studied much. dying. what they teach is far frm wad dey test. like u needa study more on your own to do well..

i've been too lazy to study for the past 3 days. ever since fmc ended, have been packing my room.. gosh. my luggage space is... i've cleared lesser than half of my wardrobe.. and half my huge luggage is gone. meaning my clothes has to go into trash bags. dun exactly wan dat to happen. my bed sheets and stuff toys r already gg into trashbags..

the soceroos are playing wif brazil in 10 min!!! i wanna watch!!! see how brazil trashes australia. hehs.. *its a fact not biased* but got exam tmr. so cant watch.. the last match dat letitia dorcas bijia n myself watched at myers street household was a shocker already. better not have another one..

thanks so much jon.. for teaching me so much last year. for some strange reason, i feel that those conversations where i was "complaining/whining" about all the small little stuff.. and the reminder "why am i turning to man and not to God" really struck me.. and it stuck to me n haf helped me many times.. thanks so so so much...

thanks lydia n cheryl for listening to my ramblings.. for encouraging me when i really wanna give up studying already.. for just being there to listen.. even though u gals prob dunno u're doing it.. thx..

by e time i type finish this.. the match has started. everyone is watching it. while i head for my bed *sad* hehs.