hrmph. i am upset at myself. how can i not notice it? it was super obvious. like right in my face.. yet i din see it. where has the sensitive eunice gone to?? where was the eunice who was once in ym now?? the eunice now is insensitive and nonsensical. gosh. how? i know that i prob wont b able to do anything to the situation. but what i cant stand is that i din even think der was anything wrong. like juz ignore n go on doing my own stuff.. couldnt i see? couldnt i think?? couldnt i have some empathy to those ard me?? gosh!