oh gosh. i'm sick AGAIN. dis rd, i dunno wad went wrong. woke up wif whole body feeling very very sore.. din haf e energy to do ANYTHING. oh well. so i decided to take my temp. n i was running a fever. acutally. the fever was like fluctuating.. so terrible. anw. couldnt do anything *not even sit comfortably* so called parents and den went to sleep again. slept till 1pm.. den prepared for church.. church was ok. not too bad i guess.. den aft church dorcas sent me to buy dinner. barely ate half of the dinner lar. so i practically ate nth today.. aft dat ignatius sent me home.. yeap. cause transport wise dorcas's car was packed to the max already.. anw. slept awhile when i was back.. den got woken up by a call and here i am lor. feeling much better already though..

was shot wif 2 surprises today. though i am not easily surprised, and like i can more or less make out wad someone is gg to say if u come n talk to me.. like mavis came n talked to me n nick. n i kinda managed to guess wad it was abt.. den crystal called. and once again, i kinda managed to figure out what it was abt again.. but nv expected to that degree.. like seriously.. never.. i dunno if i am suppose to b happy over it or not. but i really really wanna do my best for everything. i am already not given a chance to decide for wad mavis told me. *not that i dun wanna do* but was just like "ok..." den plus crystal's one. gosh dat was e ultimate.. [disclaimer: i am not upset about it. just shocked] ya.. like 2 in one day. actually i wld count it as 3 lar. anw. i still cant decide. i tot of giving an ans to her like aft exams. but she wan it nxt week. hehs. muz go and pray

God, what are your plans for me?