oh gosh. what should i do? someone pls tell me. i feel like i should move on. i am not gaining anything here. i mean. it does not cater to overseas students at all.. yet. it is my "alma mater" and i feel that i hafta do sth for her. *lost* changing my mind so often is not helping at all. gosh!

i have 4 mths to think about it b4 i hafta face give an ans again.. dorcas invited me over. shld i go? ceds invited me over. shld i go?

i feel like i am a completely different person in 2 different places. last yr, i still thought that i cld bring e fire back. boy, how wrong i was. when i see the attitude of the heads.

teach me Lord