oh my goodnes.. word was TERRIBLE.. yea. dorcas said it was ok at e beginning. den i started panicking and i ended up like trembling towards e end and not making sense of myself!! sians. eunice is not fitted to do word. make me do admin stuff, i'd gladly do it.. anything other than that, no thanks.. hmm.. anw. crystal n dorcas both claim its not e last time. but oh well.. i can only dream that it is lar. after cell.. dorcas wanted to go for coffee. but no one was listening. so josh jason ning alvin letitia started playing poker.. while dorcas jeremy n me played monopoly *world cup 2006 version* hahs and i dominated teh whole game! muahahaha. kk *randomness* den aft dat josh walked dorcas back while jeremy n me went back since we stayed near each other..

today..i kinda did nothing in the morning. was really lazy.. went for ushering today.. 4th time ushering in a row.. but at least i do listen to sermons when i usher lar.. yea. curtin plus uwa combine service.. woohoo!! speaker was good man! but a pity. i got quite irritated at like some ppl.. so it wasn't that good after all.. must learn how to control my expressions.. i suck at it.. oh yes. n den that max n charles.. dey were like "yes eunice, what do you want me to do?" but yea. anw. at first told em i no needa help faith dis week. den when i went out n saw dat gal so busy. so i went to help agian. i somehow just can't understand how some people can't do simple things like talk to people and collect names for dinner at the same time. like please. haf u ever seen max not doing his job as a cell leader talking to members n visitors? like no. and yet he can give the list of names super fast. like pls. can't you guys just have some sense of urgency? hahs.. maybe we should all send them to undergo scgs red cross training.. no need for like ncc or npcc.. red cross is enough. then u get results like me *oops* hahs. yea. but honestly.. i just dun understand. ok. second thing *though this happened first* like i can't stand it when ppl dun think dey can learn anything from what they do. pls. ego at work! maybe it is good that i am wif dis cell eh? i dunno.. i still like the tuart girls *out of point* but yea. bad attitude. and i cannot stand such attitude.. like rynetta's attitude.. willing to learn. even myself i am trying to learn each time i do sth frm those more experienced than i am. but honestly, if you don't bother trying to learn.. i dun see any point in putting effort in you. waste of my time. shoo. go away. and another one oso.. escaping services.. gosh. mayb shld tok to dorcas abt this. mayb more appropriate.. but yea. one starts, all follows. den u see a whole group of ppl lingering downstairs. no comments. worse thing is. you are my responsibility. gosh.

ok. that was ALOT of ranting. ignore if it doesn't make sense. woohoo. i needa go running!! *randomness* i am suppose to be sleeping! hahs. tmr is working day. muz do work!!