hmm i am suppose to be studying. but somehow, i am just very disturbed. like it really struck me last night that no one is perfect. even one who seems so perfect in so many areas will nver be always perfect. there will be some areas that he/she stumbles in. and i dunno. i just find it very disturbing. my image of ppl muz b close to perfect.. if not, i find it difficult to work with/talk to the person. maybe thats why i tend to push many things to the back of my mind so that i dun think of it and i will just continue to treat the person the best i can? i oso dunno. this is bad lar.. gosh.. i need to learn. to not bother about these things. cause they only do more harm than good to me. sians.