oh gosh. i think i screwed up today's ushering. i feel like i've done a terrible job. sians.. briefing seemed bad. least derell made it sound so.. and everyone came up to me like saying " u very tense isit?" yea. i am. stressed by ppl i guess.. surprising janice n me find the direct opposite ppl stressful to work wif. but either way. thx gal.. for making me feel much better. least i did aft talking to you. and rynetta too.. crazy little gal. hehs. anw. gahs. mavis. dun go for anymore footy matches. i wan u to lead!! haha. somehow, i seriously think its a problem wif like being the 2nd newest member. like i feel that the older members do haf problems wif submission? i guess it muz b earned. but i seriously find it difficult. gosh. nvm. thank goodness nxt rd its nic's turn!! muahahaha.. oh yes. and now we've got to get started on our report *since when does ushering haf reports to do rite??* kekeke. anw. yea. juz in case u chance by this blog mavis, nic n me are gg to do a report. or so he says. kekeke. at most juz call u lar.. den again, i dun think e report wld b done. kekeke..

so blessed. so blessed. thanks to max and cell.. 2nd they blessed me with a love gift. something that comes in so handy. something that really touches your heart. its amazing isn't it? least i find that it does.. like they never come late.. only early. and yea. though i really dun think dey shld haf done dat, but ofcourse it did help. and amazingly, only max wld think up of such ideas. hmmm.. speaking of that, i dunno whre it went to. somewhre in my pile of mess in my bedroom .hehs.. anyway. thanks again max!! for e card as well..

okies .gg to church tmr again. its been so long since i've given carol my word to go to actually go.. follow murZ or usha's cell? kekeke. i dunno e ans. i'll see tmr lar.. it wld b good to catch up wif e murdoch ppl as well. hmm e option is open. thanks everyone.