sigh. i suddenly felt very stressed. very stressed to pass everything. like u noe suddenly start panicking. sigh. if anyone is reading this, please pray for me. for understanding of my notes, for wisdom in studying and for accuracy in spotting wad to study.. yea.. it was a very stressful 5 min convo wif my dad. though like he din stress me out or anything, just checking on how my studies is going and all.. but den, i felt super stressed. like i need to pass this, den i need to do my sup papers, den can i go on to next year. and den, i will have another mind boggling year ahead if i go on. like i really wanna do med, but i seem to b so stresed out about it.

mission trip to cambodia is cancelled. sigh. i wanted to go. 2 times le. suppose to go but din get to in e end. not gg cause dad has work in thailand. oh well. but in place, i get to go to thailand!!!!!! haha. 6 days in thailand. how cool rite. hahs. den mayb will head for vietnam 1 week later. dad got work to do in those 2 places lar... *yay* wanted to go for mission trip wif zion to china during the youth camp, but i guess not. dad dun allow. he wan me to study for my sup paper. but i am so scared i dun get it. like really really scared. like scared until can cry if i think about it. sigh..

i really wanna b ogl and mentor n host day leader etc etc. but i guess.. if i really wanna win that one more soul for Christ nxt yr, i wld haf to do really well dis yr. ok concentrate n study eunice!!! Your comfort is in the Lord, whom gives you strength when you are weak, who lights your path in times of darkness..

ushering tmr for zion leaders meeting. better b a productive morning and afternoon..

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and if i can tell u that i am stressed, means i really am. a "haha" is not what i expect out of a close fren. only when i am close to my max then do i admit i am stressed. you're not helping. all the laughter and acting high are just a facade. a way to relieve this stress as well.. do u really think i am that happy-go-lucky?? "'