hmm. life is short. sigh. life is unpredictable..

went for blood test today. can't imagine i may haf ta do it myself nxt time. so terrible.. dunno how she find my veins etc. hahs..

went out to get my guit today. my finger hurts!!! hahs. i hafta go prac more. if not i wont b able to play at all. hehs. anyway.. was really silly.. went to e wrong place..

anyway.. i've gotten my itenary for my first week in perth. st caths has planned it all out. sigh. waste of time huh.. k lar. i guess it isnt for new students.

sunday: welcome lunch, get to know you games, outdoor cinema
monday: international students orientation [i'll miss: laser quest, supermart shoping, com session], at nite, wing meeting n wing combat
tuesday: international students orientation, afternoon [cottesloe beach. dunno can go not and com session.] at nite, academic night
wednesday: uwa faculty host day, com session, door deco, Steve's (pub) [sigh. do i look like i wld go? its apparently a tradition.. ip.. how??? i dun go..]
thursday: uwa faculty host day, late nite shopping(garden city, carousel, karrinyup) [ i'll choose karrinyup? why wld i wana go shopping in garden city when i do it all e time n wld prob do so..]
friday: uwa O'Day, Fremantle prison Tour [right!]
saturday: "selection" for inter college activities, fremantle markets n fish n chips [right.. havent i gotten enough of it? hahs.], clubbing (northbridge) [oh my goodness!! do i look like i wld go? argh. u wan me to go clubbing??? k not dat everyone wld b against me gg. think it'll b a good experience, but i dun exactly wan it.. ]
sunday: dragon boating, pool party

right. so der goes my 8 days of perth. well well... look at it. clubbing, pubs. argh. someone save me!! hahs but i muz go wif an open mind lar. as in things like being new n all. muz act like one.. hahs.

anyway.. went to watch cheaper by e dozen 2. funny. though irwin supposedly slept half way *did u?* and marcus n dawn decided not to join us. *more details at http://www.xanga.com/ipcheryl17 hehehe... * i think she explained it well enough. i dun needa elaborate. hehs..

hmm.. i'm super tired now.. my right upper body is aching from carrying Given yesterday..

went to my first aunt's hse yesterday to bake pineapple tarts yesterday. and was the Bangla for the day der too.. manual chores, i do. baby sitting (Given), i do. all the other baking stuff dey dun do, i do. drive the car to pick up aunt, i do. drive out to buy lunch, i do. move car to carpark, i do. drive car down frm carpark, i do. sigh.. n hafta sit der n listen to 2 grandaunties ooohh and ahhh over Given (cousin's daughter). sigh. anw. but it was rather enjoyable. but super tired now. but anw. my hse has quite abit of pineapple tarts now..

ok lar. gg out soon. buy summore new yr stuff *i think i hafta drive so my mum can go down n buy* and den go find a guitar. den meeting ip, tan, low, tan, and teo later. hahs. kz rather cheryl irwin dawn brenda n marcus. hehs.

hmm.. scgs juniors super upset. lost to rgs by hq's decision. both got e same no of points. but rgs won cause dey got e most no of 1st runner up. BUT last yr, it was judged on e widest variety of awards, which if seen dis yr, e shield shld haf gone to scgs. hrmph i'm upset too! cedric! wad kinda explaination did u give me ?!? hahs. anw. i'm super proud of em. super cool dance got 1st. chinese dance got 2nd. song n drama got 3rd! wooohooo. hack rgs. hahs u all r winners!!!

anyway.. went for uwa predeparture briefing. it was... ok... boring. considering i've been in aust for 1 yr. hahs. same no of yrs as those 1st yr students. kekeke. and my seniors does not seem nice. neither did my coursemates. everyone is so OLD.. der was dis mum dat was looking for a church for her child. n dis yr 2 asked what kind of church. she said charasmatic, and both e yr 2 n me said "zion praise harvest!!!" hehe. yes. zph! woohoo.. hahs n later i found out her son was like 21?!? so old.. man.. i'm only like wad 18? hahs.

oh yes!! hahs BIG news. hehe.. dawn low wei chin is gg to uwa!! hahs. *biggest news of the century* all of us tot she was gg to monash*cause she kept promoting melbourne* hahs. but.. she is gg to uwa. n guess wad our reasoning is.. its cause of marcus! haha.. kk. rumours *gossip* haha.. kzkz.. i'm in quite a good mood.. shall go off first n go do my stuff.. haha. chaoz..

argh. sick. fever, stomach flu, headache, nausea.. argh. i wanna go church tmr. dunno can make it not. if not, mafan le.. had to go all e way down to bugis to see e doc cause der was no clinics dat opens at nite. *thx for helping me find e no of raffles hospital*

did i make a mistake sacrificing acoc and vip for one camp n tofu? sigh.

anyway. junior's talentime today. man. dey haf grown so mature. esp the sec 4s. hahs.. those super childish ones become so mature n all. man.. hehs. n i love der dance. it was super nice!! ip told me dat jodie was a super good dancer *nods head* syncro mah. hehs.. but nice lar. i love der dance. much better than alot of other schools. *hehs* and ip says e chinese dance was nice too! din get to see the chinese dance n song n drama cause i felt sick. so went home. still waiting for someone to update me on their performance. hmm. now scgs has like so many different teachers to 1 cca. only recognise mrs mao n ms soh. apparently mrs see left, everyone else r new.. my juniors r so cute! hahs.

lalala lalala. sfa is over!!!!! hahs. past 2 days haf been to rc hq wif cheryl for the refresher fa course.. heh.. the beauty of the ARM. hehs. yes ip.. hahs thiru is a nice person.. heh. *happy* most of us passed!! lala. hahs. n i muz say, SCGS has taught me well.. hehe..

HEHE. i got my birthdya present. ok its kinds early.. but then again, i'm gg back early.. n since i wanted to pick up guitar *besides my keyboard which i haf no choice but to stop*, i get to buy a guitar! hahs.

k lar. muz go out buy dinner now.. later gg to watch geisha. talentime tmr.. SCGS!!!

yay. braces days r gone. but here comes e retainers days. bleah. anw.. argh.. not feeling well now. so irritating.. stomach turning here n der.. sigh..

kekeke.. hahs. stuck to this "phrase" cause e emoticon is a dog laughing. hehe.. got frm ip i think. anw. hahs. the tan sibilings are super funny.. was laughing my head off in my hse. think my parents tot i was crazy..

super crazy today. 2 HUGE cakes. ok my fault cause i was e one who bought both. rather, mum bought one, but according to my "specifications".. anyway. those ppl in my sg muz b sick of cakes. my sis is at least.. hahs. but hope dey liked it lar..

hmm.. long week ahead. lazy start to the week cause i haf nth on on mon n tue day. till tue nite den my prog starts.. sfa test. man. i muz pass. if not go back to aust hafta take e stjohn one. wed super busy too.. but ok lar. will survive. got so much to do still b4 i go back.

last week has been a fruitful week. bought 4 pants and fnished quite afew stuff. but still haf another 3-4 loose ends. muz hurry go do..

ok lar. amazingly long entry*compared to recent ones* today cause i'm in a good mood. hahs. tmr shall go haf breakfast wif parents after fetching elaine to sch.. hahaha..

well done. dunno wad i haf done ot my com. now the whole come is screwed. shut down on me 3 times yesterday, todya, all my links on firefox was gone. argh!

anyway. was rather bored today. so went to the australian university fair.. met yifang mm der. oso wanna study medicine!! hehs. and oso gabrielle.. she oso wanna study med. hehe.. and both of em were at uwa booth!! hehe.. kk. later excited over nth.

sigh.. gg to try to updat my antivirus thing.. chaoz..

ah... enlightenment. hahs. i realise what is going on in ym.. rather.. i've got a phrase for it.. directional selection. hahs. its sth i learnt in bio *which i forgot thus i had to get laura's help* yes. directional selection. will i become extinct? hahs. i feel like an animal now. oh well oh well..

anyway. got into st catherines!! hehs. housing is settled.. yays.

found the root of the problem. how to solve?

you ask me why one minute i can be talking, next minute i am upset. thats cause u have lost my respect. its patience u're dealing with.

cooking! hahs i love cooking. interview tmr. bleah. busybusy. muz do well for interview. if not can't get into college. i wanna go st caths..

The Potter's Hands

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Created into Your perfect plan

You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me, Mould me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

by Hillsongs

you were right. now she is right. change.