hmmm.. its currently like 1.45am.. and its raining outside.. i am so supposed to b in bed. but duh i am not. now that i haf unlimited internet, my com is like on 24/7 downloading stuff.. well.. st caths decided that we wld b better on an external server.. so dey r trying it out.. n for us, its foc. hahs. so like free downloading and all.. and the best part is... its unlimited!! haha.. yes yes. now everyone is stuck to things like limewire.. kekeke..

anyway, last saturday, i was ushering.. mavis asked if i wanted to do like the assigning of who to sit where and holy communion as well.. i was like anything. den she said its my call.. so i told her if someone gives me, i will do lar. so yea i did it in e end.. suppose to share e load wif nic. and nic said he wanted to do it. so he did e seating part, i did e holy communion part.. sadly, i made some terrible mistakes.. but mavis did correct me lar. like when i am talking to people, look em in e eye. dun look around. i realise i haf dis terrible habit of looking everywhere but at the person. terrible habit.. but yea. i muz correct it. i reckon nxt time one of us wld hafta lead again.. so yea. muz muz learn n change. oh n muz talk slower. hehs.. yeap!! oh and like i tell u.. i haf been so so so silly.. like keep making silly mistakes like hearing mavis wrongly and all. argh.. but yea muz b more attentive lar..

on sunday, went to crystal's new place for lunch wif e leaders.. as usual, the princesses were late.. so we started first. i like what crystal shared about the leadership. its so true, yet many dun see e importance of it.. but yea.. it was great!!! as in the meeting. managed to get info across to e cell leaders oso.. after that we had choir.. "someWHERE over ther rainbow, skies are blue [ooh ooh ooh] and the dream that you dare to dream really [ooh ooh ooh]" kekeke yea we're preparing for search for a star.. and its gonna b great!!

well.. nth much on monday tues n wed.. like normal lor.. on tuesday had choir practice.. it was great too!!

today (thursday) we went to play paint ball! haha.. it was good fun.. like laser quest, but u can cheat here, and it actually hurts when u r shot.. and it is like wif paint lar. yea. i rmb shaun mentioned to me b4 abt it. and it was very expensive rite shaun?!?! enlighten me on e cost in singapore.. yea but it was fun.. hehs.. enjoyed myself.. but as a result, i haf a bruise on my head, one on the front of my shin, and one on my upper arm. gosh. it hurts. like currently, i can only find these few, but i am terribly sure der r more..cause i was whacked so many times.. hehs. but den again, cannot compare wif e guys lar.. half e time i was juz der camping. nv choing as much as e guys. but not as bad as some of e gals either. hehs.. yea. i wanna go again. when i haf e money. hehs. aft dat we went for dinner at northbridge. the usual lar.. it was good. den bbt - tea fusion as usual. n i had my honeydew. kekeke.. bought home cause all of us were kinda in a rush to get back home.

oh yes. der has been a book sale gg on in uwa today. its for the cancer foundation for children or sth like dat. e last time i went der, i spent like $22 on 3 magazines and 4 novels. today, when i went cause it was like e last day, everything was priced at $10 per box. it includes old records! if only i have a gramophone.. i would have bought some of em. like e classical pieces and the sound of music.. a pity.. a pity.. but still, i got a very good deal out of it.. i paid like $26 for a huge box of books etc. i got a golf one.. a gym one.. *you can figure who they are for* and like sewing and craft for myself! heh.. as well as some cooking for myself as well. oh yes. and also got quite a handful of novels.. *happy happy* looking forward to next year! kekeke

mamak nite is on saturday!! uwa's sales are FANTASTIC!!! haha. even curtin side can't believe it.. all glory to God!! like ard 150 in total. which is just great lar. seems like curtin n murdoch side sales not as good. hmmm.. *ponders* haha. mayb its cause letitia took all e curtin business?! haha jking jking. but i am so excited for it. muz rmb to bring my camera. i already forgot to bring it today for paint ball.. muz not forget again! haha.. if not loose even more photos.. okok i should should get to sleep. its like 2 am plus plus and i haf a 9am lecture..

woohoo!!! singstar!!! haha. juz came back frm wing function.. we had singstar.. aka. karaoke.. and soda and icecream.. woohoO!!! haha.. quite funny... the singstar.. was like got competition.. den like will show u e pitching.. hehs. i think its good. let singers.. know how off they are. haha.. quite funny.. muahahahaha.. lalalala..

anw. i learn how to make the straw star! kekeke. finally.. nice! now i got 4 pink stars! haha.. thx lydia n cheryl!! kekeke...

as far as i like to be living in the present, i also like to reminisce the past; i just opened my box of memories. literally, the one i keep hidden beneath my stack of backpacks, under my table. first thing i see is the picture of me with my pockets turned out, in the wooden photoframe from audrey. it makes me happy :) i think everything in that box makes me happy.ok. only five minutes has passed and i take that back. the things in the box makes me sad. because they are in the box. the box kept under the table. because they are things from the past. the past that no longer exists. relationships that no longer exist. connections that no longer exist. purpose that no longer exists. and meanings that no longer exist. half the box is filled with words. words that have probably been forgotten. words that no longer show anything. words that no longer hold the same meaning. i wouldnt want to get lost in that world of words.the other half of the box? at first glance, i see pictures, photos, gifts, presents; memorabilia. at second glance, i see relations, values, promises, secrets; connections. at third glance, i see emptyness, vacuous, void, replacements; nothing.if looking at the things in the box could make me feel like how i felt when i first saw them, i will look forever. -shifan-

you know, the thing about scrcy is that you'll come hate it so much but at the same time, you can't help but love it as much. strange isnt it. was reading cara's reflection and i thought about the four years ive been in sc. scrcy was a huge part of my sc life & through this, i've actually met some of the most amazing people i'll ever meet in my life. & the fact that her batch just passsed out just occured to me that it's been quite a while since ive last met up with my crazy level mates and i really do miss them. like a lot a lot. i miss those times we did stupid things i miss those times we stayed up till very very late at night to prepare for ttime. i miss those times we did drills till we died. i miss those times where we came together and complained abt meetings and such. i miss those times where we would just sit together every recess without fail. i miss those times where we suffered and survived through camps together. i miss those times when we cried and laugh with each other. i miss those times where everyone had one common goal and was out to achieve it together. i miss those times where we just all hung out at yak's place eating her food, watching scv, making a lot of noise, bbq-ing and having pool-dunking sessions, sneaking out at night & getting attacked by transverstites. i miss preparing for poc (though it's always a sad occasion). i miss sitting in the room complaining about the ruined old metal cupboards and run-down comp, snatching for the two couches, having spring cleaning sessions cos we're always messing up the room and all.i miss everyone. i miss those times. and yes, i miss scrcy. :(sigh, won't it be nice if the next time we all meet up, EVERYONE in our level can be there? -aud-

well... both of em kinda summarised all my feelings. like really everything.. u noe. its been a long time since i've caught up with my secondary school frens. of course there are exceptions like huibing who i talk to ever so often.. ppl like soling who will confirm keep intouch wif me. ppl like phelicia who tries to meet up wif m e whenever she goes back.. ppl like moo who will send an email once in a blue moon. ppl like ying who will catch up wif me once in a blue moon too. haha. but den again, der are the countless of ppl who i dun talk to anymore. i was just talking to huibing last night about how fast time flies. like the girls who were sec 1s when we were sec 4s are NCOs now. how i wish i could stay n see how they mature and grow. how they change from sec 1s to sec 4s. i somehow still can't believe. i really regret not joining HQ. because i really want to return sth that i got out of my 4 years to scrcy. charles mention that admin is a gift. but i dun think so. i think it is my training from 4 yrs of red cross. the way i do things. ppl say i am capable. i think it is just the kind of character scrcy has instilled in me. though i had my share of unhappy memories from there, but in e end, they can be forgotten. in the end, it is really what you have gotten out of it that makes you who you are today. maybe God wants to use me for something greater. maybe God has a different plan for me. whatever it is, scrcy has really been a blessing. thank you girls.

gosh that was fast. 10 days gone just like that. and to think i tot i juz blogged 2/3 days ago.. the past week has been ok.. quite fun. had cell on thurs.. kinda weird cause i am not used to it. in e end i tot i din haf class e following day. hahs. anw. yea. aft dat friday we went to watch youth alive concert - Adrenaline. itwas good. as in der were alot of different kinds of acts that really catered to the younger generation. just that half the songs we did nnot know.. i guess zion is too hillsongs already.. haha.. yea.. but overall , it was good. guy sabestian was der.. derwere some other dancers that were der as well.. looked like the shane kind of dance. but not the elaine kind of dance lar.. den one of e pastors frm hillsongs *i think* went to preach.. so many came to christ/ rededicated der lives tochrist. that was nice.

on sat.. went for creative arts ministry vision day. we had a speaker. steffie sth.. and i tell u.. she was good. as in her voice lar. if i haf e chance one day, i wanna take lessons from her. seriously. juz dat its prob gonna cost me a bomb... she also did a workshop for all the choir members as well as the vocalist.. it was good lar. juz dat her "minnie mouse" singers were not minnie mice.. dey were e kind that sing very loud and i personally think is abit difficult to blend in wif e choir? hahs. mayb i'm wrong.. been given an impression by like e choirs in singapore dat i mayb stereotyping.. hahs. anw. yea. it ended really late so i left first. edwin was sending jon to uwa, so he sent me to e city first. picked rynetta on e way. we had lunch.. i had subway while rynetta had sushi.. n den we both had a pure n natural smoothie while waiting for our dearest faith yeo..

when she finally came, we went to koorong.. i got presents for dad n mum.. couldn't find anything for elaine though.. rynetta and the biggest "shou huo" she bought so many stuff lar. hahs.. oh when we were der,it was raining and der were puddles of water EVERYWHERE. and guess wad. i was wearing white pants!! gosh.. and a terrible time trying to not walk into the puddles.. anw

we went for service and yea. i sat wif alfred.. cause i tot i saw a hole down der.. and i din wanna sit too high up.. leave those places for those who r really late.. so anw. yea. den ended up beside yanjing as well.. woohoo!! murdoch zone!! haha.. yea. but it was good. aft service... talked to afew ppl, listen to pastor talk, and den yea. we went for dinner lar. at first we din haf enough cars. den max offered his car for charles to drive *thanks max!!* aft dinner. went to tea fusion for bubbletea.. met the kells court girls.. as in usha ailin may n julie. n julie's fren.. yea. it was quite fun. taught em some games.. and yea. i am really amazed. as i see the innocence yet maturity, i dunno how to say, but i am juz so envious at der pure minds.. hahs. yea.. anw. yea dat was pretty much my last week..

this week.. i needa start studying!!! haha. dats why i am in e library wad. rite. heh kk shall go study.

oh my goodnes.. word was TERRIBLE.. yea. dorcas said it was ok at e beginning. den i started panicking and i ended up like trembling towards e end and not making sense of myself!! sians. eunice is not fitted to do word. make me do admin stuff, i'd gladly do it.. anything other than that, no thanks.. hmm.. anw. crystal n dorcas both claim its not e last time. but oh well.. i can only dream that it is lar. after cell.. dorcas wanted to go for coffee. but no one was listening. so josh jason ning alvin letitia started playing poker.. while dorcas jeremy n me played monopoly *world cup 2006 version* hahs and i dominated teh whole game! muahahaha. kk *randomness* den aft dat josh walked dorcas back while jeremy n me went back since we stayed near each other..

today..i kinda did nothing in the morning. was really lazy.. went for ushering today.. 4th time ushering in a row.. but at least i do listen to sermons when i usher lar.. yea. curtin plus uwa combine service.. woohoo!! speaker was good man! but a pity. i got quite irritated at like some ppl.. so it wasn't that good after all.. must learn how to control my expressions.. i suck at it.. oh yes. n den that max n charles.. dey were like "yes eunice, what do you want me to do?" but yea. anw. at first told em i no needa help faith dis week. den when i went out n saw dat gal so busy. so i went to help agian. i somehow just can't understand how some people can't do simple things like talk to people and collect names for dinner at the same time. like please. haf u ever seen max not doing his job as a cell leader talking to members n visitors? like no. and yet he can give the list of names super fast. like pls. can't you guys just have some sense of urgency? hahs.. maybe we should all send them to undergo scgs red cross training.. no need for like ncc or npcc.. red cross is enough. then u get results like me *oops* hahs. yea. but honestly.. i just dun understand. ok. second thing *though this happened first* like i can't stand it when ppl dun think dey can learn anything from what they do. pls. ego at work! maybe it is good that i am wif dis cell eh? i dunno.. i still like the tuart girls *out of point* but yea. bad attitude. and i cannot stand such attitude.. like rynetta's attitude.. willing to learn. even myself i am trying to learn each time i do sth frm those more experienced than i am. but honestly, if you don't bother trying to learn.. i dun see any point in putting effort in you. waste of my time. shoo. go away. and another one oso.. escaping services.. gosh. mayb shld tok to dorcas abt this. mayb more appropriate.. but yea. one starts, all follows. den u see a whole group of ppl lingering downstairs. no comments. worse thing is. you are my responsibility. gosh.

ok. that was ALOT of ranting. ignore if it doesn't make sense. woohoo. i needa go running!! *randomness* i am suppose to be sleeping! hahs. tmr is working day. muz do work!!

gosh. its been ages since i've posted sth. no wonder ppl hafta come ask how i am.. well.. firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE & MUMMY!!!!!!

life has been.. ok.. as in school.. its been quite busy. in that i start early, end late, wif loads of time wasted in between.. well.. but i haf learnt stuff.. but i realise the preparation i haf for my lessons r juz not enough. muz start working harder frm now on!!

river cruise(29/07) was good. running up n down disturbing ppl. but it was fun! heh.. had a good time catching up wif e murdoch ppl as well.. apparently david was der. but i din see him. a pity.. nv tot he wld haf agreed to go.. but e performance was good. super funny.. and yea. had a good time..

ed silvoso came to speak after (29/07). honestly, i was not really listening.. cause i was on for ushering that day. hehs. but yea. frm wad i see. he is a good speaker! muz haf our ministry in our marketplace!! yeap. and i bought his dvd. watched 1 "episode" its amazing how God can transform cities and prisons etc etc..

on sunday (30/07), had mark anderson, the founder of impact world tour *sort of* to speak to us. his was really impacting the new believers and touching us.. like to haf a heart for the others.. and yea. apparently, iwt is coming to perth AND singapore. least ympact has one of der workers to go as a speaker for one of e sunday service. yea. dats good lar. after that had a session wif crystal n e other leaders and we came up wif ideas of how to reach out to uwa.. sort of like being relevant in our own marketplace - uni. and wow. our leaders can thinK! hahs. came up wif loads of ideas. out of which one was put into place in the following week..

that week end was really a powerpack week end!! busy.. but quite satisfying..

on tuesday (01/08), we gave out coffee and milo in the student guild. the response was great! at first ppl came like kind of worried abt our intentions of giving out drinks. but like as time pass, ppl juz keep coming.. and yea. it was very successful. managed to talk to ppl and inform dem abt freshies welcome on saturday and sunday. which was really very very good.. missed st caths lunch cause of dat. but it was a good experience. think we're gg to do it again sometime soon..

throughout dat week, had loads of things to do. infact, i was super inefficient dat week. first, had zion leaders meeting, den had choir practice, den had to arrange like cell stuff.. oh and also had to go take a chest xray. cause apparetly, i haf some hepB virus in me or sth. gosh! yea. dat week was like my most inefficient week. i kept forgetting stuff.. and yea. it was bad. but i guess i got through that week. and things are better now. hehs. but den again, more things are coming cause i juz agreed to do ticketing for 2 events for uwaZ. yea.. wad to do. only can go by faith..

cell on friday was good. good in the sense that lydia came for cell. super happy that she like asked if der was cell and said she would come. oso very glad that she can blend in well wif e members lar.. yea. was celebrating her birthday that night. we delayed in moon for a LONG LONG time so that cheryl can blow up e balloons and decorate her room. but yea. it was a good thing though....

freshies welcome was over e weekend.. it was great! choir was great on saturday.. sunday was.. got some probs lar..but it was good!! hehs. *happy happy* sense of acheivement man! hehs..

over the weeekend, jerline oso got sent to e hospital. ming called me at 8am!!! saying that jerline was in e hospital and ask me to like prepare to go over or sth. yea. but i guess.. it was ok lar.. as in she was ok. she came back n rest. but got sent again on monday nite.. her bf came and left over e ndp break. but good thing she is gettin better..

yesterday was national day!!! i miss ndps.. hahs. jon marching.. so cooL!!!!!! hahs. though he may disagree wif me.. hahs. but yea. i went to e tav to watch ndp. dey screened e preview though.. and gave out little things. which were quite cute lar! hehs. yea. but din stay long cause i had agm in st caths..

i hafta do word dis week.. and htis is bad.. but like yj is happy. dorcas is happy.. sians.. hahs. i bet if like e ppl in s'pore hear.. eg.. jon and irwin.. dey wld b laughing now lar! sheesh! argh.. like i am preparing now and.. cannot make it lar!! dorcas is insisting dat i can make it lar!!! oh well.. juz gonna embarass myself tmr!! okok. gotta go. update soon..