so fast.. and another week is gone. sigh. where did my week go to?? it went to SEARCH FOR A STAR!!!!!! that was the highlight of the week.. it was really great!! the performances were great, the preperations were great.. i enjoyed every single part of it. in fact, it took like almost all my week away.. it started with like monday.. with me having to collect money and all.. hehs.i t was quite alot of work. but it was fun lar. den tuesday and thursday i had choir practice.. we sang somewhere over the rainbow i believe i can fly and a moment like this. it ws really a great experience.. from practices to like the actual performances.. wed and friday i had my exam.. those 2 were bad. hehs. but hope cna pass lar.

the night before sfas was alright.. but was doing some tabulating of the info dat i only slept at like 5 am. oh cause like i kept writing wrongly.. even faith hear me until she wanna cry le i think. like suddenly i had extra money, nxt moment i was missing money.. woke up at 7am for sfas. so was kinda tired through e day..

search for a start itself was good.. went der super early juz to prepare.. and i got my attire from faith cause she was helping me borrow frm her fren and i oso borrowed some frm her lar. it was a good thing dat she had.. if not i wld haf looked like a working lady.. hehs.. went to garbo during our break.. got my boost and den we all bought stockings. hehs.. looks better wif e attire.. and den we went to angeline's hse to chill and to prepare for the performance itself..

all of us got der by ard 6pm.. i took a few pictures den wen to change int omy ushering attire.. yup. ushering was good. enjoyed every part of it. so was choir.. infact, i am starting to miss choir.. but i'm sure nxt yr's sfas wld b even greater!! we went out for dinner after.. hehs. and yea. only got to bed at 3am.. had 5 hrs of sleep and had to wake up for service.. speaker was good! hehs.

coming week gonna b interesting. i haf an exam on wed. thurs haf a lab to hand up. i had better start on all of em. bahs!!

hmm.. time seems to fly so fast. like the one week of hols are over.. had my lab exam. seriously, it was terrible. i really need to start studying. like its kinda weird cause i always wanna study what i juz had exam for. like tonight i am suppose to study for like my friday paper, but i feel like studying for my already over lab. *weird me*

the holidays were the slackest. i can't really rmb wad i did. though i will try. monday i rmb gg to northbridge. went to buy stuff.. it was good lar. cause i managed to like get stuff dat i wan n miss.. den tuesday i went to study *surprise surprise* haha. yea. i studied. it was alright *i guesss* went to araluen on wednesday!! haha. dat was like nice lar. the place was nice. turnips were so pretty.. really had a great time der lar.. thursday. i think i wasted my day. cant really rmb wad i did. but i noe on friday i had combine cell!! haha. yea. i made the desert dat i learnt frm shaun. heh. it was very popular lar.. hehe. everything was very good. so i'm very happy.. hehx. n as usual, we went for bbt after. served on sat. mostly mavis's team so not much diff. yea. dat was roughly my break..

sfas is on sat!! hahs. i am like quite excited. the songs we're singing are stuck in my head. cant get em out. hehs.

i realise i have pulled myself away frm ppl. it becomes harder to connect oso.

i miss home.

i realise i will not b able to spend cny wif my family!! i wanna go play wif my cousins.. haha.

haiz. sian. mummy not happy with me doing stuff in church. like i juz told her 10% of wad i did n she started nagging. imagine if she found out 100% of wad i did. i think she will scream her lungs out. anw. shant bother. anyway. i juz found out dat my uncle died. passed away this morning. like so sudden. gosh. died of cancer of the liver.. and then when mummy told me abt the whole process. like how frail he look and all. it was all of a shock. sigh.. mum doesn't wan me to fly back. she wans me to stay in perth. cause the funeral is dis wednesday.. well.. though he was not very close to our family, but then he was after all my dad's brother.. even though der were disagreements btw e brothers, but in the end, all was good. i am so glad. that least 2 weeks b4 he died, he accepted the lord. its such a miracle. first grandma, den him. God is really doing a great thing in my family!! amen!

oh gosh. i think i screwed up today's ushering. i feel like i've done a terrible job. sians.. briefing seemed bad. least derell made it sound so.. and everyone came up to me like saying " u very tense isit?" yea. i am. stressed by ppl i guess.. surprising janice n me find the direct opposite ppl stressful to work wif. but either way. thx gal.. for making me feel much better. least i did aft talking to you. and rynetta too.. crazy little gal. hehs. anw. gahs. mavis. dun go for anymore footy matches. i wan u to lead!! haha. somehow, i seriously think its a problem wif like being the 2nd newest member. like i feel that the older members do haf problems wif submission? i guess it muz b earned. but i seriously find it difficult. gosh. nvm. thank goodness nxt rd its nic's turn!! muahahaha.. oh yes. and now we've got to get started on our report *since when does ushering haf reports to do rite??* kekeke. anw. yea. juz in case u chance by this blog mavis, nic n me are gg to do a report. or so he says. kekeke. at most juz call u lar.. den again, i dun think e report wld b done. kekeke..

so blessed. so blessed. thanks to max and cell.. 2nd they blessed me with a love gift. something that comes in so handy. something that really touches your heart. its amazing isn't it? least i find that it does.. like they never come late.. only early. and yea. though i really dun think dey shld haf done dat, but ofcourse it did help. and amazingly, only max wld think up of such ideas. hmmm.. speaking of that, i dunno whre it went to. somewhre in my pile of mess in my bedroom .hehs.. anyway. thanks again max!! for e card as well..

okies .gg to church tmr again. its been so long since i've given carol my word to go to actually go.. follow murZ or usha's cell? kekeke. i dunno e ans. i'll see tmr lar.. it wld b good to catch up wif e murdoch ppl as well. hmm e option is open. thanks everyone.

bleahs.. in uni now using e express terminal. was very sian while studying den decided to come ehre to take a break.. sigh. mayb you dunno me dat well aft all.. welll.. i really dun like it when ppl include you as a second option thing. or like wan u to b included but yet dun wanna include u in discussions. i know such things are trivial. but i juz dun quite like it lar.. anw.. i'll figure it out. isn't that always the case? when i'm upset abt anything. if u talk to me der n den, i wld b upset. talk to me afew days later. i wld prob b e most amicable person ard... forgive and [forget]

besides that, i've got an exam tmr. and i simply dun haf e mood to study. sians lar. i need to start studying. i see mto b living under the shadows of the eunice in taylors college. different.

so many ppl r leaving for overseas.. juz my senior batch of scrcy.. mich chan mm is leaving *i think today* for uk. yiffy mm leaving for london. jean mm in aust.. and i think got one more senior in murdoch uni.. oh and karen mm away i cant rmb where. oh well.. wonder if my batch ppl wld also end up all over.

kk i had better get back to studying. ta.

hmm i am suppose to be studying. but somehow, i am just very disturbed. like it really struck me last night that no one is perfect. even one who seems so perfect in so many areas will nver be always perfect. there will be some areas that he/she stumbles in. and i dunno. i just find it very disturbing. my image of ppl muz b close to perfect.. if not, i find it difficult to work with/talk to the person. maybe thats why i tend to push many things to the back of my mind so that i dun think of it and i will just continue to treat the person the best i can? i oso dunno. this is bad lar.. gosh.. i need to learn. to not bother about these things. cause they only do more harm than good to me. sians.

juz came back frm mamak nite.. i dunno how to say it was. i found it terribly difficult to take care of my own visitors. or should i say cause it is my responsibility, i find it difficult. in fact, i wld rather take care of like the younger ones. gosh. why am i dumped wif all the older ones. crystal!!! haha. anw. yea. i am glad though. that chinloon like managed to win the mamak idol. and he has tickets to sfas!!! haha. good excuse for him to come rite!! hehe.. i was kinds hoping dat he wld get it. and yea. its good dat he did.. *yays* oh yes. i muz say dat God is really good.. i was hoping for like one more ticket for willie. den lkke 10 min later i got a reply dat max got an extra ticket. so that was good..

well.. as for the rest of the stuff.. rego was ok. fun i wld say.. juz transport. i tell u. i dun haf e patience for these kind of ppl. ie. uwa leaders. kk. i shant elaborate more here, but faith, u can happily do it yourself. i shall stick to ushering and choir. but anw. yes. i'm sorry if i offended anyone juz now.. i was juz super irritated.. anw. thx huibing. for like always being der to listen to me and my complaints.. gosh.. i juz love u to bits. why muz u b so far away in canberra.. gosh.

and i miss yanjing!!!!!! kekeke. kk e good thing is i dun think like der r ppl reading my blog. as in aust ppl lar. as in zion ppl.. so yea. dats good.. but juz incase, i shall not write anything stumbling. or crystal wld come after me *jking* anw. yea. i miss yj. i miss murdoch zone.. i miss cell grp. yj, beef, stephwong, ailing, jon, alfred, ben, etc etc.. and i miss my discipleship grp.. amanda n stephwong!! gosh. it seems like uwa ppl never ever haf discipleship.. whereas murdoch does it every fortnight.. faithfulness!! haiz.. mayb like wad yj said.. that cell was really like the ideal cell that does not happen in most cases.. and i really miss talking to yj.. least i think she is one of e few ppl dat can give like good advice. and her way of doing this is quite similar to mine!

oh yes. juz a side note.. today while talking to weiyue, marcus "popped" by and like ok cause he doesnt noe me.. so like intro lar.. like name and shake hands.. den he was like "OH so u're eunice.." and i was like *stunned* like where on earth did u hear abt me and wad abt me. gosh. i tell u. i muz really haf a bad reputation in curtin.. he heard abt me even b4 knowing me.. and apparently he heard abt me AFEW times.. gosh.

okok i haf 1 pbl 2 lab reports and 1 midsem exam coming up.. gosh. i need to STUDY..