i suddenly dun really wanna go back to perth. i guess its wad u call blood is thicker than water. dunno why i am getting all emotional again. its like when i first left. and i am actually looking forward to their trip to perth..

suddenly, i feel like the future is bleak. i dunno what to expect in perth.. and yet my parents wont be there to catch me when i fall anymore.. just like God's love that never ceases, i have let them down so many times, but they still love me so much and give me so much, giving me all that i want and ask for..

i really dunno wad to say to them. for all the times that i've been rude, impatient, fierce, stubborn.. i dunno wad i can do to make up for everything. i suddenly want to stay in singapore, find a job and make their life easier.

i love you.