oh.. dat was the 500th post.. wasted on u. sians. hahahah. anw.. i dunno why, suddenly super stressed over the up coming exams. i so wanna do well man.. lalalalala.. stressed!!!

"I guess the hardest things that you love most about a person are the very things that you find yourself unable to describe when you need to the most." -you-

doesn't that sound familiar?

is it that nice to ignore me? sobs. sometimes, i wish i could sit down and have a long talk with you and really understand your pov.. sometimes its just so dificult to understand you. i really wish we could sit down and have a heart to heart talk. i have a feeling that it can go on for days.. when will this stop?

i don't understand people. in fact, i find people very difficult to understand. thats why, i try to always be on my best behaviour. though it is difficult, i try. and i also try to not let oher people affect me.. oh well.. dat was some very random stuff. oh. n i really rather meet up with other people than wif some other people..

anw.. this week had been not bad.. nth much though.. work was great as usual.. it always is.. but i thinking of taking a break soon.. i so need one man..

prob the only interesting thing is on thurs.. i went to curtin to study.. but end up having lunch wif usha n marcus.. den weiyue came, yanpin came, andrew came and went.. yea. end up gg library wif usha but she only stayed awhile.. anyhow, it was good lar. den went for prayer meeting. oh yes.. a highlight.. hahs.. it was really good. like all 3 dat i went for b4.. so i decided to go on thurs as well.. it was really good lar...

i got sent back.. rather was made to.. she literally pulled me into her car. argh!!! i shld haf been faster to run into yanjing's car.. anw. yea. end up we went for dinner instead.. something different. like i NEVER. end up with like curtin ppl.. but it was great. like something different.. and i enjoyed it lar.. anw. ya. had dinner wif lynn n weiyue.. and den kevin came to pick me.. we went for meeting.. lalala.. sigh. so sad lar.. someone leaving us.. looks like we are really lack of guys. max left, garry left, edi left, nic left, now anothe guy is leaving. sigh sigh sigh..

got 2 grps of ppl planning to go down south during e hols.. if the other grp remembers me, i wld like to go down. though it'll b something really new.. the other grp, i hafta do the planning.. lets see if i haf e energy lar k? hehehe..

daddy n mummy wanna come over. but somehow, i dun wan. i feel that i am so comfortable here. i noe its bad. but oh well.. and i somehow feel the need to get a car now. arghs.. cannot stand it. keep troubling people.. how long will it take me to save up?? i dunno man.. lalala. oh well..

i havent been blogging much.. oh well.. like yea.. guess cause my main google page is using my other email. so i kinda sian to use dis email..

kinda sick now. actually, i AM sick.. nose, throat, aiya.. everything!!!kinda sian.. cause its such a torture... especially the nose part.. sians...

i dun like u. really..

He Never Sleeps

our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful

He never sleeps
He never slumbers
He never tires of hearing our prayer
when we are weak
He becomes stronger
so rest in His arms
and cast all of your cares upon Him

i am tired. tired of people, tired of you.

life currently being made difficult by someone. but i shall not crumble under it. instead, i shall stand strong! kinda worried now.. but yea. God will provide...

in library with letitia now. i need sleep. later.

oh my goodness. this is highly AMUSING... hehe.. anw. yea. i juz found out dat der is a gAl dat liked a guy like 3 yrs ago. i think till now lar. den rite. now she is taking action *dats weird enough* and then, as i looked out of my window... i saw a car driving pass.. its the guys car. and den, i see the gal step out of it.. HAHAHAHAHA.. woohoo.. secret dating eh...

anw.. life has been good.. besdies for the fact of not being able to stand ppl who like wan attention from every big shot available.. yea. its good. hehs.. school has been ok. though i am starting to realise i have alot of work to catch up on..

i realise sth. even though dey say dat first impressions are the most important, but i realise that how you carry yourself after taht is the most important. the first impression may b the best, but after that, the impression others have of you can like be destroyed completely...

work has been great. my boss is really good man... he is amazing. hehs. yea. really enjoyed like work and being under him. though i think i shld lessen my work load. like just stick to 7.5 hours.. yupyup..

kk.. needa go study. mayb take a short nap den go study le..

i judge people too easily. well. i guess its just me. and somehow, i dun wanna change it. least the currently mindset, i know its bad and i shld change, but the thought of like being nice to a person dat i noe is not nice, is really not nice. like i dun like that thought.. maybe its the singaporean syndrome that i told letitia abt.. like how we are all so critical and think too much.. i'm trying to change!!

someone came up to me today and said.. "eunice, ask you ar.. are you ok?" *DIAO* like would i tell you i am not ok? hahaha. anw. it followed on.. "someone told me you look kind of... ... ... ...traumatised" *RIGHT* and it got even funnier "is it your ministry?" *nopes* "your school work?" *nopes* "uwa zone?" *er.. nopes* hahahha.. out of the 3 nopes, i dunno which is true. but what i know, is nowadays i seem wiser.. *is that good?* study abit more, dun fellowship as much.. oh well.. u noe sth? even if i had a problem, wld i tell u? hahaha... NO!

anw.. besides for such random things happening, i started work yesterday at subway!!!! it was great man! love the job.. n its fun summore.. mayb cause let oso working der? hahah.. den like yesterday was get to know you day.. today was the can play about wif letitia day. heheh.. yea.. i really enjoyed myself. n summore i haf a great boss.. super nice. like today he was saying, first most impt is God, den church, den studies, den work.. so like he understands if got other commitments. omg. where to get such boss man.. woohoo.. love it der man.. yea. it was a great day. i am super happy. hhehe.. anyone wan free sub? every wed got 1 6 inch one. cause i dun eat 2. i usually only need 1. haha.. faith. u got yours today. heheheh..

anw. today, after the lunch peak, while elle n me were serving the last few customers, let n justin*the boss* were talking lar.. den when i turned around, he said "hi eunice!" and i was like.. ok.. "yes?" and like he was like "nothing!! tish will tell u." only like after work, den i realise he was saying dat my smile never seem to fade.. like i seem to be always smiling. like he observe me for super long le. and i nv stop smiling. hehehe.. its nice to know.. cause i din noe dat.. n yea.. he is super nice.. so many things he did. but k lar i got no time to write. anw. now i got a new name. smily or smiling girl or sth. hehe... kinda nice to know that..

den again, i realise when i see my zone, the smile more or less disappears.. why?