i judge people too easily. well. i guess its just me. and somehow, i dun wanna change it. least the currently mindset, i know its bad and i shld change, but the thought of like being nice to a person dat i noe is not nice, is really not nice. like i dun like that thought.. maybe its the singaporean syndrome that i told letitia abt.. like how we are all so critical and think too much.. i'm trying to change!!

someone came up to me today and said.. "eunice, ask you ar.. are you ok?" *DIAO* like would i tell you i am not ok? hahaha. anw. it followed on.. "someone told me you look kind of... ... ... ...traumatised" *RIGHT* and it got even funnier "is it your ministry?" *nopes* "your school work?" *nopes* "uwa zone?" *er.. nopes* hahahha.. out of the 3 nopes, i dunno which is true. but what i know, is nowadays i seem wiser.. *is that good?* study abit more, dun fellowship as much.. oh well.. u noe sth? even if i had a problem, wld i tell u? hahaha... NO!

anw.. besides for such random things happening, i started work yesterday at subway!!!! it was great man! love the job.. n its fun summore.. mayb cause let oso working der? hahah.. den like yesterday was get to know you day.. today was the can play about wif letitia day. heheh.. yea.. i really enjoyed myself. n summore i haf a great boss.. super nice. like today he was saying, first most impt is God, den church, den studies, den work.. so like he understands if got other commitments. omg. where to get such boss man.. woohoo.. love it der man.. yea. it was a great day. i am super happy. hhehe.. anyone wan free sub? every wed got 1 6 inch one. cause i dun eat 2. i usually only need 1. haha.. faith. u got yours today. heheheh..

anw. today, after the lunch peak, while elle n me were serving the last few customers, let n justin*the boss* were talking lar.. den when i turned around, he said "hi eunice!" and i was like.. ok.. "yes?" and like he was like "nothing!! tish will tell u." only like after work, den i realise he was saying dat my smile never seem to fade.. like i seem to be always smiling. like he observe me for super long le. and i nv stop smiling. hehehe.. its nice to know.. cause i din noe dat.. n yea.. he is super nice.. so many things he did. but k lar i got no time to write. anw. now i got a new name. smily or smiling girl or sth. hehe... kinda nice to know that..

den again, i realise when i see my zone, the smile more or less disappears.. why?