hmm. i just kinda listened to a talk between josh stan n let.. and i kinda joined in abit.. it was interesting.. like i really never knew guys opinions.. like honestly. and they say dey actually dun mind girls taking the first step, doing more stuff for em, expressing their interest.. etc etc etc.. very interesting topic. and like i kinda agree with alot of things that josh said. like how he doesn't want to break the friendship and all.. hahs. nv knew he thought so much.. stan on the other hand is a just whack kind.. interesting how the 2 opinions differ so much.. kinda changes my opinion of them as well.. but yea.. now that i haf a new knowledge of stuff.. lalalalala.. haha. kk dat last part was random. but yea. it was very interesting.. and its very nice to know that nowadays, guys DO consider stuff b4 actually rushing into it. yea.. i wld think such things are getting lesser le.. no? hahaha..

i also realise today that there is always a barrier to friendships.. maybe it is just this one? hahaha.. or maybe its just my problem as i said.. maybe, again like i analysed, girls prefer guys to share stuff n all.. aint it true? hahahah... i rest my case.

anyway, today's paper was alright. not excellent, not bad.. tmr's one had better be good.. its freaking 40%.. dunno how long more i shld study for. prob abit more.. den wake up ard 9 plus tmr insteadof 8... 6 hrs of sleep is all i get during exam periods man.. hahs..

i realise. i get emotionally attached to a person when i am close to the person.. be it boy or girl.. super sian.. i shld think less.. and guard my heart more. *so to speak* to think that i juz talked to eleanor abt it. hahs..