"I think I mentioned on my blog before that one of my greatest fears is disappointment. And of course, I've learned that the reason why I'm easily disappointed is because of my high expectations on people. They say the way to go around this is really... not to expect too much from other people.. Then it made me think, have I really been expecting too much... and are my expectations so negative or unrealistic? Am I really that bad a person, always expecting people to be perfect when I'm not? Have I been expecting people to not make mistakes when I'm making mistakes everyday? I really asked myself several questions. I dont think I always tell people what to do, and I don't think I've ever set high expectations for people to follow (apart from things like artwork and cleanliness)... but one thing I know and can never deny, my countenance always gives it away... People can always tell from my facial expression whether I'm happy or upset. And perhaps I come across as someone whose expectations other people have to live up to. They say my reaction says it all. Otherwise I wouldnt react like that, and otherwise I wouldn't make judgements. Sometimes I really wonder how I should react..or if people really understand how I'm feeling inside. I'm really not good at hiding that. Also, in the first place, is disappointment a legitimate feeling?"

i took the above frm nikki's blog.. seems to kinda relate to me..