bad mood.. rarrr.. juz dun understand ppl.. i notice, alot of times u juz brush aside my ideas n opinions.. while i juz listen to yours.. kk i noe its unfair to say so. cuase we listen to each other whine n complain abt other stuff. but still.. why did we fall out over such stuff? think both of us r juz in a terrible mood eh? or mayb cause both our egos r too big. girls..

anw. i seriously dun understand our leaders sometimes.. where did the lead by example go to? where did the theory of "the basic reason we are here is to study" go to? i seriously am having a hard time submitting to them. esp those who are setting the very basic bad examples. u think abt it. if frm beginning of e sem, u think u will fail n wanna take a yr off. wad u think ur results will b? duh. fail. duh take a sem off.. n i honestly think if one does badly, he/she shld go think why it happened. n go cut down on all other stuff to make sure u pass. not go on n juz think u doing well in your ministries will "make up" for your studies. cuase it will stumble ppl. like how it has affected me. much as i try to not b affected, i still cant believe it is happening. don't u feel bad abt wasting money, about setting a bad eg? gosh.

actually, i am very thankful for my cell leader dis sem. finally, one dat i think i can learn frm, one dat i think is actually doing his best and knows his limits. i really thank God for dis cell leader. cause i realise its been 3 sems since e last cgl dat i had dat really set a fantastic eg.

dear God, please guide me in my walk with you and my studies and help me to do my best and rely on you. to learn my limits, and to learn how to set a good eg for those under me. and most importantly, help me to guard my heart frm all the negative stuff around, and help me not to judge. amen.

omg.. its been ages since i blogged.. kinda like.. 1 mth?? haha.. yea.. its been a full month of roller coasters.. one good thing is that my housemate has moved out.. dat is simply amazing.. though it did create quite a bit of problems. cuase she din pay rent, or foot the electricity bills.. so.. gave me alot of problems lar.. but glad alls over.. n on top of that, someone "broke" into my hse. took away my canto shows n my tennis racket.. sighs.. ie.. no more shows for me.. lalalla.. so sad lar.. n the person tried ot be funny n left 2 green apples.. we suspect is lydia lar. cuase seh is e only one who had excess to my hse keys. anyhow, changed the lock. so alls good..

another highlight is that i went up north!!! *grins* it was ok.. fun part is wad we did.. SNORKLING!!! hahaha.. it was really great lar... like i seirously love snorkling. but the girls all kinda din do... oh wells. how to miss it out? so i juz went lor.. and we saw a HUGE queensland groupa.. how ever u spell it. but it was really huge.. off hand cant rmb its name.. but it was 250kg.. imagine the size.. i got SHOCK when i saw it.. kinda went to "hide" behind max who went out wif me to see.. overall the trip was good.. but i feel that frm dis trip, i learn alot of things. infact, frm dis sem, i really learnt alot of how to say no.. yea.. n dats good. cuase eunice cant say no.. hahs..

parents came over abt a week ago.. dey r leaving tmr.. gonna miss em so... hahs.. like so many times i get upset wif em.. or dun like things dey do, but i noe dat wad dey do are the best for me!!! aww. haha.. touched rite.. hahs.. dey haf really done so much for me. den daddy was saying how difficult it is to work n all.. feel so bad. muz graduate soon...

orientation dis sem was fun.. so fun to help ppl n all.. den meet parents, talk to freshies.. so fun.. i shall update more abt that soon. hahs.. ok lar. i better leave le.. parents coming over in 5 hrs.. last bit of time to spend wif em.. yawns..