i hate the feeling of uncertainty... as i was looking at the photos, i thought to myself.. wad wld i b doing if i din come to perth.. once again.. another of my emo rides.. n i was thinking.. i really dunno eh.. i honestly wld nv heave learnt so much dat zph has taught me, but then again, i wld b experiencing a completely different thing..

i guess that is why i hate to return to singapore.. and i dread sundays.. cause things have moved on. things have changed. people have changed. its so difficult to build relationships based on something 4 years ago.. perth seems to be my home now.. so is zph.. i honestly dunno wad i wld b like if i decided to return to singapore.. honestly, it never crossed my mind.. its too much effort and too much of a transition. like how it took me so long to transit to perth..

i guess people are different. there are some that will try and keep the friendship. there are some who move on..

dad n mum wan me to go back.. longer.. but i dun.. honestly..i dunno..

dis is so not a good time for this kind of emo-ing.. i have 3 papers in the next 3 days. argh.