its been a busy week for me.. and besides being busy, its been really mind boggling.. how i wish sometimes my mind wld b less complicated. i wld not be as bothered as i am. i wld b more simple.. i wont b who i am.. but then again. God made us in His own image. and each and everyone of us are special.

the trip to augusta was just amazing.. you really see God's amazing work happening in our surroundings. in the world and you just cant help but to be in awe of Him. oh and i saw the end of the rainbow. no pot of gold but it was a pretty site. we went to climb some tree in pemberton, and honestly, it was just. great. the climb up the tree somehow struck me as an equivalent to our walk with God.. its tough. but the end product is what we keep in mind to keep us moving. sometimes it gets abit easier, sometimes it gets steeper. sometimes there will be pauses that just requires us to wait. and wait. and wait. sounds familiar?? yea. thats what happened in the tree. which i kinda found it the same as our walk wif God.. and indeed, it was a great encouragement.. my group that went to climb: henry jeremy isabel gloria me were pretty scared as we went up. and the 3 girls ended up singing.. and i particularly like one song.. "i CLIMB by faith each step by faith to live by faith i put my trust in you".. we chagned the caps word. it was suppose to be walk.. and we oso sang loads of other songs. to comfort ourselves to give us the courage to go on. cools rite...

anw.. besides that, i haf just been thinking over the past few weeks.. like is coordinating really what God has called me to do?? sometimes i just feel like a robot.. like doing the bulk of the work, but the master is the one that programs me, makes me do stuff and all..and everything muz "report" back to the master.. and somehow. it just makes me doubt.there are times that i look back at my past, but what God told me a couple of weeks back. is to move on. look ahead.. so. what is ahead for me?? i really dunno. i just dun wanna be a puppet/robot. to people.