stand by everything you said
stand by the promises we make
let go of everything i've done
i'll run into your open arms

i was talking.. and it does seem that people are so... emotional. i can't find a better word to describe it. i know its difficult not to be emo. but when all thats said and done comes to an end, what holds you is God's promises and God Himself.

i guess i will not understand. won't i? but i guess... ... its sometimes not that difficult after all.. i mean.. those standing outside will see the clearer picture. no?

dear Lord, please keep me from all temptation. help me not fall into sin. help me to keep myself pure for you and for your mighty great plans.

i was just looking through some videos on youtube shown by my hsemate.. n my my. wad memories it brought back..

i rmb when i was in primary sch, i wld go arounds shouting "chen han wei, wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!!!"

and the 7 and 9pm shows that used to be a reward for finishing my homework.

those were the days..

half the semester has passed. well not exactly, but by the end of this week, it wld b.. and.. it has been a rather interesting semester.. i think i'll just ramble out everything in one long post...

indeed.. leading a cell is no joke.. especially as compared to what i did back home. back home its more facilitating a discussion.. how i literally have to preach.. and knowing me.. its such a challenge.. but really glory to God that i have sustained till now... and somehow, over here, der r so much more issues to deal with. i guess since everyone is away from family, we're their family...

i was just thinking.. if i was to lead a cell when i just came over when dorcas first asked me.. i think.. i wld not have done a good job.. least now, one n half yrs later.. i can say i haf improved. least i choose to believe so. each time i see my cell members change/improve/get over a problem, i feel such a great sense of satisfaction.. i really dunno how to describe..

its amazing how much i've learnt here.. its so different to the way i've been used to doing things.. but i really pray that no matter where i go, i would still be able to serve God and glorify His name in all that i do..

2009 could potentialy be my last yr in perth... if it ever is.. i pray God wld use me mightly in the remaining 2 cell grps i wld b leading..

[open wounds never seem to heal..they are the only reminants of the relationship we had. they have gotta be healed.it doesn't matter anymore. i shouldn't matter]